Cross-world: September 2005

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Weirdly Different

Finally, back from his "Mini Holiday" so to speak.
Different hair, differently him.
Soft-spoken he was suddenly.
Did he get reprimanded?
Or he just too lazy to speak?

In his eyes, I can see regret and embarrassment.
But some stupid people asked him why.
He didn't answer properly.
Angry as hell I was,
I kept my cool instead.
He doesn't want to share it with anyone.
Not even me. I don't see why he wants to share it with her.

I totally understand.
Whatever the situation was.
All I knoe is to keep quiet
Let him feel comfortable.
When it's time, he will speak.
Onli time will allow.
As for me now,
I shall wait and try be friends with him.
Let's not rush into conclusions and make matters worse.
I want to treasure this friendship
As I would not want to destroy it.
Like I had last year.
Totally wasted it.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Horrible Human Being!!!

There are no words to describe you
I think maybe my Vocabulary is limited
Think that I am praising you?
Well, get this right, you are being a fool!!!

Disgusted, Low morale are just some words
If you were in front of me now,
You will get it from me even worst.
How I wish I could slap your face some how.

Whenever I asked help from you,
All I get is dust in the air.
When you need help, I was there for you.
Isn't this just so unfair??

Ignoring you is all I do now,
I'd rather lose a "Fren"
Than to live in sorrow,
At least I know now,
We can never be frens
ever again.

Friday, September 23, 2005

Wrongly Interpreted...

For all the hard work,
Day in, day out,
How can I not get berserk,
When I'm not appreciated at all.

Is this the reward for being nice?
Or it's just another backfire.
Am I being use?
Or it's just another bunch of liars.

Misunderstood and Mistreated is whatI am now,
I'm not asking for much,
Treat me nice,
Treat me kind.
Is it so difficult to ask for such,
When all you got was all my might.

Where is Justice?
Where is Appreciation?
Is this the spices of life?
Or is the world filled with liars?

How can I continue to be nice?
If this is what I'll always get in return,
Might as well be nice
To the people how deserve me in return.

Whoever is reading this,
If you feel like shit, just becoz
My words stings your feeling,
You are so wrong!!!
Dumb! Dumb!

Monday, September 19, 2005

Stop it this instance!

Clueless about wat happened today.
Things that should not have happened, occured.
I was being approached closely.
I could hear the breathing he exhaled.
But I didn't feel anything funny.
Could it be that he's my flame?

Impossible. He already has a sweetheart.
How can I intrude their love life?
When I'm just another friend of his?

Come to think of it though,
Treating me nice and making me laugh
Is what he has been doing.
Could it be an everday thing?

I'm confused and oblivious.
Am I showing the obvious?
Stop it! I can't take it no more!
Stop it! before it get so wrong.

This is just to summarize what happened today. Read it slowly. Read between the lines, if there's any. I apologise profusely for my bad construction. I'm still new to this. Hope to get better in the future.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Hate NAFA Test. Hate it forever.

The reason why I have not written for so long is becoz of my tight schedule and simply, I have no time. Also, everyday when I get home, I am feeling ever so exhausted. Realli.

Anyway, I had my NAFA test yesterday. My class got the chance to do onli, Standing broad jump, Shuttle run and the incline pull-up. I did all 3 and guess what I get in return? Aches everywhere!!! My butt hurts, my calves, my palms and including the most gruesome of all is my lower abdomen. Yeah!! I can't squat! I barely can even stretch my legs!!! It sucks!! I can't sit down for so long, or else when I get up, it'll feel like I have 10 carry weights!!! I'm an old women. Hahaha!!! Right now, I can't sneeze hard, and I can even laugh properly. Or else, it'll affect my stomach. This is onli the beginning. I still have sit and reach, sit-ups and 2.4 run!!! I hate all these!!! I can't wait to finish all of these.

After I did the standing broad jump, I told my fren that I can't do shuttle run. But he said , dun worry, "Nothing is impossible" Right. But it's true actually. I did my shuttle run without falling. SOme of my frens, fell. Poor them. But I have to blame the hall becoz, the floor was realli slippery. I think it's been ages eversince the school hall's floor was ever varnished!! That's why the floor is so slippery and DUSTY!!! [EEWW!!!]

So, that's about it. Till then, adios!

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Excited for Tomorrow.

I am so excited for tomorro. My whole class has been granted an excuse for tomorro. The reason being we had to do this project for our role play. This is part of our Final exam. So, must work hard though. But just the thought of being let off early just gives me the energy!! we will be let off at 11:15 am. It's gonna be a bloody damn short day!! Yeah!!! It's like as if you go to school and just say hi to the teacher and before you knoe it, it's time to leave!! [Laughs!!] Yeah!!!

Me and my group will go to Far East Plaza to get our "Inspiration". Yeah Rite!!!! Over my dead body!!! We will definately have fun!! [Sly Smile] hehe.. I am so excited!!!! Plus, it's been a long time since I've set foot at Orcahrd!! Yeah!!!! My legs are getting restless and itchy. [Scratch]

So, till then, I shall give a full report of what happen tomorro!!! Ar Voir!!!

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Untitled

Lying in your arms, so close together,
Didn't know just what I had.
Now I toss and turn, cause I'm without you,
How I'm missing you so bad.
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

CHORUS:
I lie awake I drive myself crazy,
Drive myself crazy, thinking of you.
Made a mistake when I let you go baby.
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do. (Wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool, I couldn't see it.
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion.
I confessed my need to be free.
And now I'm left with all this pain,
I've only got my self to blame.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I need to buy it!!!

For quite a long time now that I have this desire to buy this CD. Well, if I were to tell what Cd am I talking about now, I think those who are reading this won't believe that I actually like these kind of songs. [Shy]

But come to think about it, I dun care whether you'll laugh at what genres of music I like since I'm gonna be the one buying it and listening to it. right? So, I think I'm gonna tell anyway. The CD that I'm talking about is, "Bossanova" It's 2 Cds for the price of 1. There are a few reasons about the Cd that I like:
1) I like the genre of music. It's creates a very laid back, rhythmic kind of feeling of music.
2) Songs like Ipanema Girl is one of my favourites!!!
3) It's a mixture of Latin [I think] and english.
4) It's so cheap!!! $18;95 for 2 CDs!! Very value for money.
5) It's time for me to buy a Cd anyway. [Laughs!!]

So, that's why I need to have that CD. By hook or crook, I have to get it by next week... I know that my CD rack is running of space, but who cares right? Once I buy any Cd, I will love it till the day I die. [Laughs!] I'm exaggerating though. But you know what I mean right?

Till then, I shall meet you again. !! Bye!!!

Friday, September 02, 2005

Tests coming. Stressed? Not realli. [Smiles]

It's the holidays for all pri and sec schs. But I will be studying my ass off for my Account Test. I have to werk Xtra hard to achieve and maintain my high marks. [Smiles] I am doing quite good at Accounts, onli at some points, my brain decided not ot function and I will suddenly forgot all my Accounting. So, dun mind me. [Laughs!]

I also will have OA test on MS Excel. I think I can do it. But when comes to the Pivot Table, i am a bit 'gong' about it. I hope the test will not be so tough and lengthy.

Right now, I have my bro to guide me in my Os. Finally. Or else, we are total strangers in the house. But now, it's my turn to be so lazy. [Laughs] Maybe becoz of my attitude. I am a procrastinator OK!!

I just can't wait for this year to end. I just can't stand 2005. There are so many things that have happened to me that I just couldn't take it no more. I need to get this year over and done with. Only when it's over, I can breathe easy. It's a long story to tell you why. [Sighs]

So, to all having your holiday, "Freak you la!!! So Lucky!!! [Kidding]"

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