Cross-world: October 2005

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Chorus:
If you were mine
I’d be your everything
And you’d be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

Everything I dream about
Everything I talk about
One thing I can't live without
I wanna get closer to you
Can't stand being far away
Knowing that you don’t feel the same way
Watching him bring tears to your eyes

(Chorus)
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you'd be the only thing
That I would ever need (ever need)
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

All the words I sing about
All the letters I write about
The only thing I want to hear about
So can I get closer to you
I know there’s someone else
But he is only thinking of himself
Doesn’t make any sense
For you to be lonely

(Chorus)
If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you'll be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want, Ohhhh yeah

Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with (hopes and dreams with)
You’ll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly
Please don’t be afraid to let your broken heart guide you (broken guide you)
Into these open arms that long to surround you, baby...

((chorus 2x))

Wow! This song is a killer man!! I mean the lyrics are so...
Touching!!!! Cool!!! This song is called "If You Were Mine" by Marcos Hernandez.
Enjoy!!

Thursday, October 27, 2005

2 Faced...

I just don understand.
Why on earth
This kind of people exist?

When I askd em' out
"It's too FAR for Me..."
"No time la.."
"I'm meeting my fren"
Lame excuse.
But, the very next day,
They went out wit their frens.
To the very same place I offerd to them.
Even the furthest place seem so near.
Who am I to them?
Family or just a spare tyre? Or their info Counter?

See, I always being treated like shit. Dirt.
When I give them my all,
All I get in return is just their LAME Excuse!!
Don't I deserve any RESPECT at ALL?!!
Ugh!! This is all Bullshit!! Damn right it is.
I guess my intuitions have been right all along.
Never TRUST them anymore.
They are the DESTROYER!!

I can't take it no more.
I will just ignore them.
Argghhh.....!!! Why do I have this kind of people around me?
Can I get some GOOD and nice people around?
Or maybe the world has gone mad?
Blah!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

What. Must. I. Do.

It's been donkey years eversince I wrote an entry.
Ah well, here I am now rite? Cool.
So, I've been bakinf cookies for Hari Raya.
"Ants Nest" Biscuits. Oatmeal Choco Chip Cookies. Trrriple Choco cookies.
Just to name a few first.
I'll be making more tomorro.
I'm excited for Hari Raya.
Typical me.
Get excited over everything.

Right now, there's a new CD that I dig.
Closer is wat it's called.
Singers like Laura Fygi, Lisa Ono, and more..
Too excited to mention.
haha..

What must I do?
Starting to think of him already.
It' s only the 6th day of school hols.
It feels like forever
I just want to see him.
But he doesn't care.
Damn rite he is.
Ah well, I just read a book
To distract myself.
heheh
See?? I'm too hyper. maybe becos of the amount of cookies I consumed. heheh
Over dosed of chocolates and glucose!!!
Woohoo!!!!!!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Messed up!!

I'm messed up.
My house is messed up.
I can't seem to find a clean place to study.
No place to call corner.

With my dad painting the house.
With the mess that I have to live up with.
Argh!!!!!
Hate it!!! Hate it!!!!

Friday, October 21, 2005

Those Words Hurts

I feel like crap.
I feel like slapping someone.
Made such harsh accusations abt me and my family.
Humph! Born from the same species
Always have traces by the parent.
I don't want to mention names.
Thank God its far away.
Far away from me and my precious family.

The words hurts me so bad.
I don't want to accept 'it' as an existing species.
Yeah! When I loathe something,
These harsh words come out from my mouth.
Call me rude, call me naughty.
But when comes to talking bad abt my family.
look who's making those accusations.
Now, Who's the one who's Rude and naughty?
Stare at the looking glass before making and comment.

I want this shit to end so badly.
But who am I to them.
When I don't even feel appreciated.
I have this to say.
Y'all can kiss my beautiful big ASS!!!
Blah! Freaks!

Monday, October 17, 2005

I had an operation.

I just had an operation. I had it for my middle finger. See, this finger has been buggin me evrsince last week. It has a Pust spreading around my finger. Yuck I know. So, I had to undergone an operation. I just finish my operation while I'm writing this. It was done by a very skilled doctor. The doctor didn't put me to sleep. I was wide awake. But it was painless, although my finger was shivering frantically. While I was under the expert hands, she cut some of my skin off and squeeze out all the pust. Yuck!! I saw it happened. It was gross. First, came out was the outermost layer of pust. Yellow. Then, she squeezed harder and the middle layer came off. This time, the pust was Green Colour. Double EEww!!!! When she squeezed all the pust out, my finger was a distorted. There was a hole in my finger due to the pust that gathered there. Then, the doctor sut all excess skin off. After she did that, I could see the inner side of my finger nail. Fortunately, there wasn't a drop of blood!! Cool Huh!!! The operation lasted only 20 minutes. Plus! It was free!!! Yea! U heard me rite, FREE!!!

Well, want to know where did I get my operation done? Well, the doctor is none other that me!! Yup!! I did all that cutting and squeezing! Yeah!! I got you didn't I? Well, please dun be angry with me. All the above is true. Except that I made it so surreal! Irealli squeeze the pust out! No kidding! Why would I lie during fasting month rite? Ugh!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Exam. Sucks

Exams. Hate the word.
Just by looking at the word
It freaks me out.
Yuck!! I have exams on Mondae.
Still not started studyin.
Damn. I dun give a shit about it.
Evrsince it gave up on me years ago.
So, why bother rite?

I am feeling so hungry now.
Feel like stealing a snack.
My nose is so itchy.
Itch. Itch!!
I feel like blogging, but dunno wat to rite.
Ahh... Heck.
I just dunno why I am feeling so shitty.
I just dun care whatever is happening arnd me.
Chores are calling me.
But I ignored.
All I want to do now is eat
Very tempting. I want Famous Amos Cookies.
make that a Double Chocolate Chip Cookies.
Slurp! Slurp! On some French Vanilla Ice blended from Coffee Bean.
Top it up with KFC Szechuan Chic Drumlets and Cheese Fries!!!

Oh man!! thinking of it just made my stomach growl.
I want Food. I want it fast.
NO one is looking. Might as well I just steal some food in the kitchen.
Temptation is killing me.
Scared of getting caught.
RINA!! WaKE UP!!! Make Up YOur Mind!!!!
Argh! I'm Screwed.

Friday, October 14, 2005

10th day of Ramadhan. Felt like shit.

I went out with my frens to study at Yishun at some MCD.
When I reach there, I felt uncomfortable. In the stomach.
It started when I was in the train.
The moment I reached Yishun, I went to the loo.
Crap. But there was no water hose. Double crap.
I got to clean myself somehow. Don't ask me.
I got clean. Felt a bit better, but tummy still hurts.
Must be the medication that I'm under.
Dumb.

We had a great time at MCD.
It rained. Rained stop.
They had lunch. I was tempted to break my fast there.
Nah. I still got a few hours left.
I was also worried that I might Crap again.
Luckily didnt. Phew.
We took pictures in MCD.
A million pictures.
Good ones. Ugly ones too.

When we wanted to go, it rained again.
Shit. I will get scolding from my mum again.
Argh!! But heck. I dun give a damn.
Finnaly got home and broke my fast on time.

Then, my tummy gave problem.
Crap again. uncomfortable.
Then before I write this, I crap again.
ARGH!!! I can't take this shit anymore!!!!
I hate the medicine!!!!!!!!!!
Yuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ugh!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Shorten words.

He surprises me all the time.
Especially I'm bored or just not in this world.
He did it so flawlessly,
Till I think that it's outrageous of him!!

He just cracks me up all the time.
But he has no time for this shit.
hahah..

I knoe that I can only be friends with.
Nothing more than that.
Just a good friend.

It's impossible for us to go any further,
As his heart has been captured.
While mine has just been capsized.
Well, I guess its for me to wonder

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