Wishful Thinking
Hi all. On my way home, I was thinking about me in the future. What lies ahead for me? What to expect? What I want to achieve in the future? Will I be a happier person? Will I survive all the obstacles that awaits me. Those questions made me think real hard and it somehow made me feel scared and sad. I know it's rather silly to think about this and feel so negatively about it. But I wasn't aware about it. It just hits me in the face. Bam!
I feel that I am not ready for this. I think I might not be able to handle the burden, sacrifices need to be made and be able to face any consequences. I might just break down and call it quits. However, there's another part of me who wants to fight and smell success and just be happy.
I feel like going to someplace far, so far that no one knows me so that I can start afresh. Only then, I don't have to be a chamelion - be in a constant change to please others. It's like there's no time for ME. Just me.
People say that I am always happy. I have nothing to worry about. No problems to think about. I'm a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY person. Right. How I wish those assumptions are true. Wouldn't it be nice huh?
I shall end this entry here.
It's been a while
Hello! Hello!! Hello!! Everyone!!! Hahah!!! Sorry for the late updates!! Hehehe!!! Didn't mean it!! Heheheh!!! By the way, how's everyone? Good? Cool! As I am writing my blog, I am waiting for videos of Wentworth Miller to be uploaded. hHahah!!!
YESH!!! I am CRAZY about Wentworth Miller!!! Hahah!!! In case those of you who have no idea who is he, well, he's the guy from Prison Break! Character Name: Michael Scofield. Heheh!!! I was interested in Prison Break when it first started. But I missed the first 10 mins of episode 1. How Stupid can it be right? Anyway, after watching the episode, I have been a loyal fan of Prison Break and Michael Scofield. hehehe!!! For Obvious reason. No need further clarifications!!! ahahaha!!! Cheeky huh? I know!! Hahha!! I am not shy!! Hahaha!!! hhahah!!! I am just excited la!!! Ok...enuff said about him. Hahah!!
Oh By the way, all Mastercard Ex-Ambassadors HAVE NOT GOTTEN OUR PAY!!!! WHERE THE BLOODY HELL IS IT??? WE WANT A RAISE!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! There. Thought of getting it off my chest.
I just had Marketing CA this morning. The paper was OK. Thank God I studied and managed to answer the questions. But my hands were tired and sweaty after writing for 45 mins. Damn!!! It's been a long time since I write!! Hahah!! I am quite satisfied with my answers. I hope to get good marks for it!! PLEASE GOD! HELP ME!! PLEASE! THANKS. I am proud of myself today. Yeah! A pat on the back! "Piak! Piak!" Ouch!
The next achivement that I made was to bring a bag that is less than a 2 kilo!!! Hahah!!! I am labelled as the 'stone bag carrier'! hahah!!! In my bag I would put an umbrella, my gigantic water bottle, books, and other junk. Basically, I used to SHOVE EVERYTHING in there. But now, I carry a small bag, but my frens still say that it's still heavy. But to me, it's light. Nvm. But I am a Happy person now! I feel more carefree. Oh god! I sound like a commercial adversiting for sanitary pads...'you'll feel carefree...' hahahaha!!! Sorry for the uncensored. hehhehe!!! Yup!! So another pat on the back! 'PIAK! PIAK'!! ai yoh!!!! hahahha!!!
K lah, that's about all I would like to blog. It's time for me to enjoy more of Wentworth Miller videos!!!! Adios!!!!
