On the 24th, I watched Pirates of the Caribbean at World's End. It's MAGNIFIQUE!!! I enjoyed every moment of the movie. Orlando Bloom looked so CUTE!! hahaa!!! Especially when he wore that red/maroon bandana! OOhhh!!! He looks more like an Italian rather than an English! Must be the make-up and that dirt that makes him darker. haha!!! Keira looked suffocated wearing the chineseish costume. Gee!!! But the Best of all is Captain Jack Sparrow!! Oohh la la... I love his walk! Hhaaha!! The drunken man walk. Haha!!!
That's that.
Did 2 class tests and I think I might flunk it. I'm so DEAD! That's a wake up call for me. I need to buck up! Be more focus. Be more control of my life. Because right now, it's going haywire!! I hate it! Don't even ask me why. It's tough.
Anyway, within this month alone, I bought a total of 4 CD albums!! Shocking! Haha!!! I'm going insane. Haha!! And I'm happy that I bought them. Hhehe!!
Holidays are coming soon. But I have 3 other subjects to study for tests. Shit. There's a lot to study and the best part is that I can't understand the topic! Let alone memorize it! HOW? I need GOD's HELP AGAIN! I know, I'm not shy to ask for His help. But I hope that He will help me! PLEASE!! HAha!!
Well, I've just found this song from the movie Grease. It's nice! Here's the lyrics.
Tears on my Pillow You don't remember me But i remember you Twas not so long ago You broke my heart in two
Tears on my pillow Pain in my heart Caused by you, you ooh ooh (you, ooh ooh)
If we could start a new I wouldn't hesistate I'd gladly take you back And tempt the hands of faith
Tears on my pillow Pain in my heart Caused by you, you, you, you, you
Love is not a gaget Love is not a toy When u find the one you love They'll feel your heart with joy (oh oh oh oh) repeated
If we could start a new I wouldn't hesistate I'd gladly take you back And tempt the hands of faith
Tears on my pillow Pain in my heart Caused by you, you (you ooh ooh)
Back from where I left off. I was feeling under the weather for the past week. Had a fever. Now still suffering from sore throat,blocked nose and coughing. I'm having a DAMN sexy voice ahaha!! Sometimes, I will sound so MANLY! Cool huh? hahah!!! Even my mum can't recognize my voice over the phone.
Nothing INTERESTING happened in my life. So, there's nothing much to talk about. Well, that shows how my life is nowadays. I realised that I'm less talkative in class. My participation or enthusiasm level is down the drain. I tend to stare into blank space a lot! Feeling lousy and moody every now and then. In short, I hate myself now. Also I hate the fact that I am not whom I used to be. It's disgusting! My life is a routine now. No more friends to go to school or home with, no one understand my sarcasm anymore. ARGH!! I hate it! At times, I couldn't sleep at night for no reason. Somtimes, I forgot to eat and at times I EAT as if there's no tomoro! What am I suppose to do?! Help.
The only thing that keeps me goin is my CCA. That's when the time I let ALL my bad energies GO! Played Samba music till I go crazy! hahah!! And my mum that keeps me like a little girl. Hahaa!!!! I love My MUM a LOT! She's my pillar of strength. Don't know what will I do without her.
I know I have not been updating. It's not my fault. I just didn't have the time.
Scholl have started for me now. I'm currently in Temasek Poly doing leisure & Resort Mgmt. Sounds fun huh?1 Yeah wait till you hear how many projects I have to do and deal with people that are SUPER shy! Every subject I take have a project. I rather kill myself. Haha!!
I joined Samba Percussion Ensemble. Cool huh? At least I join a CCA that I like! No more leadership shit for me anymore! I have retired from it! ahahah!!!
I have a good class. But I have yet to discover their flaws and their true colours. Hmm....
Enough about my school. Everytime I think of it, my tummy hurts. I guess I have yet to adapt to sch and really break out of my shell and enjoy sch. I'm having difficulty in it though. Hai. Never mind. I have to bear with as I am the one who wanted to get into a poly so bad. So now I've achieved my goal and it's time for me to make it work! GOD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP YET AGAIN! PLEASE!!!!!!
So, to all of you out there. Here's something for you to keep you occupied. Till then, wish me luck?! Haha!!
This is my Life long journal. Basically I will wirte things that are important to me to remember and some events that I want to be remembered for a long lime. Do read it. Hope you'll enjoy it.
