It seems that I have been spending a lot of time doing nothing useful. Either I just sit and stare into blank space in my room, stuff myself with junk food or drown myself with music. I really don't know why. Exams are only 2 weeks away and I have not started studying. Even if I tried studying, my mind will start floating away. I can't concentrate. I can't focus myself to studying. I have no idea why I am acting like this.
My mom called me as a USELESS daughter the other night. That night, she didn't sleep with me in the room. The next day, she didn't talk to me till today. I as my part, just kept quiet in the house and make as little noise as I could. Every now and then, I could sensed that she's angry at me at everything I do in the house. I feel sad. Hai. Nowadays, she would wake me up once and then ignore me. I could sensed it in her voice that she's still angry at me. What am I suppose to do? Hai.....
I guess I have to forgo the opportunity of buying a new phone. I know I should've changed it LONG time ago. But hey! I guess it ain't happening now.
Yesterday (Friday), I dropped my phone in school when I was in a hurry to submit my report. After which I realised that the speaker didn't work. Meaning: If someone calls me, there'd no sound coming out of it though it wasn't on silent mode. Knowing about it, I had to hold my phone wherever I'd go and ever few minutes I had to check for missed calls. At that time, I thought maybe it was a sign for me to really change phone. Good timing! With the fact that the On button was broken. So, I thought I really can get a new phone. Went to Trish's house to celebrate her b'day! Had loads of fun catching up! haha!! Anisah, Kelly, Shuo Ke, Edna (VERY LONG NEVER SEE HER) and her bf, Shaun. It was great!! ahah!! Had loads of fun!! I left her house at 1030pm.
The next day, I had a function at my aunt's house. Food was served the traditional way. Nasi Ambeng (Rice with a LOT of dishes) served on top of Banana Leaf on a BIG Tray! One tray was shared with 4-6 persons. In the tray, dishes like Opor Ayam (Chicken in Coconut Milk with spices of course), Spicy Ikan Bilis with peanuts, Acar (Spicy pickled cucumber and carrots), Beef Rendang, Uraban (Bean sprout salad), and Sambal Belacan. The serving was HUGE!! It was BEST eaten when HOT! Gives it more Omph! Haha! Went home at around 8pm. Then, I was fiddling with my phone wondering why there's no sound. I opened it, hit the phone a few times and Voila! It has sounds!! WHOOHOO!! I was surprised myself! Hahah!!! Eureka!! It worked! Haha!! Guess buying a new phone gotta wait a little longer! Unless another Major drop of my phone that it will break into pieces, then I will buy a new phone. Haheh!! Guess I've saved a LOT of trouble! Haha!!!
