I Have A Problem.
There was a meeting for BL this afternoon. We had loads of fun trying to play the games. Most of them were successful except for the Human Entanglement. Hahah!!!! We got 2 circles!!! LOL!!! Most of the games ended up in laughter. It was thrilling!!!But before we went home, Hanis brought up this topic about how we as the EXCO members are suppose to make the new members feel a 'sense of belonging' in BL! That got me thinkin on my way home, in the shower, and now writing this entry. I have some ideas but dunno whether it's achieveable. I hope it is. Hmmm......I am feeling a little bit tense by this. I mean to me, it's like we as the EXCO are leaving nxt yr and the newbies are feeling like an outcasts. No offence to anyone, it's like in order to be closer as a club member, it has to be a 2 way traffic. It has to be coming from the EXCO side of guiding and the new members side for able to accept of being guided. Geddit? I am talking crap now as usual. Hhhaha!!! Anyway, hope tat it will turn out fine for the camp this fri. Wish BL loads of LUCK!!!!Anyway, SAM is back!!! She's been absenting for quite some time and now she's back. When I saw her, I practically SCREAMED her name from afar. Hahahahah!!!!! I think the whole world can hear!!! Ahhaahha!!!! I miss her LOADS!!!!!!! Hope she recover soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sam, if U happen to read this, here's a message 4 U: I miss U LOADS!!! GET WELL SOON!!!! FORGET THE PAST and LIVE THE FUTURE!!!!Also, saw ITE Bishan in the chinese show, "It's Showtime" It was cool la!!!! I loved it!!! Hahaha!!! Saw Hanis at the audience!!! HAhhaha!!!!! Miss Tay was in it as well!!! She looked retarded!!! Hhaha!!!! Evil!!!! But she looked kind of 'choked' in the top she's wearing. Dun U think so? Hahahah!! I wish all the BEST for MIC Studio....!There's no song that I'm addicted to now. But got Quote of the day.....Quote Of The Day:
~ Politics does work better when citizens are guided by a sense
of right or wrong rather than sheer expidency ~
What A Day?!
Woke up at 1245 noon today. I was darn tired from the visitors I had yesterday. My cousin came at 1030 and went home around 2am. Hahaha!! They are my only cousin from my father's side that I am rather close to. The rest, not really that close because they are busy. Then I slept at around 2:30 am and was woken up by my tummy ache. A really bad one. I had to visit the loo 2 times!!! It hurts so bad.... I finally got to bed a taround 4am. Hahah!!! That's why I woke up late. Went out with my mum to buy her suppliments. Then had our late lunch at Joo Chiat. Bought some stuff and then head back home. At home, I was surfing the net and saw some disturbing pictures and it made me think. I saw a picture of an arm being brutally scarred. You know, self-mutilation. Yeah. It's stupid la... I saw this Caucasian girl done it. She carved her hand with some words on it. Stupid! Utterly stupid! It's kind of silly to see these things happening to other people. But don't you think it's rather stupid? I mean c'mon la... if you are really hhurt and depressed, don't resort to self-mutilation or suicide. Do something else, like go out and have fun, eat or for me, listen to music and sing like no one cares! Yea! I'd do that. I know saying is easy but it would be much easier if those who are suffering to at least give it a try and have a second chance of living? Like the saying goes, when there's a will, there's a way. Every problem has its solutions. So, why not find the solution and apply it! See? Not a single soul is wasted. Ok, I know I am talking crap. But hey, to me self-mutilation is silly. Ya, I know some of you might be thinking, "Well, wait till you are the one suffering. Then you'll know." Hmm... I do admit that I have been depressed before. But I took it as lesson learnt and remember NEVER to repeat the mistake. And then I MOVED ON. It sounded so easy, but I was not myself for a whole 2 months. Ah! What's over, it's over. I'm cool, that's for sure! haha!! But I totally respect to those who are suffering and trying to recover. My message to you all out there who are suffering: Be strong, do not give up and hope U are Ok! So far, this is my entry for the day. I have a song for all of you who are suffering. "I'm Your Angel" by Celine Dion & R.KellyChorus:I'll be your cloud up in the skyI'll be your shoulder when you cryI hear your voices when you call meI am your angelAnd when all hope is gone I'm hereNo matter how far you are I'm nearIt makes no difference who you areI am your angelI'm your angelQuote of the Day:
~ Intelligence becomes and asset when
some useful order is created out of free-floating brainpower ~
(Thomas A. Stewart)
School & Weather
I was late for school. Almost. But thankfully bus 13 speed!! Yeah!! But I was late in meeting my friends. Sorry Trish. hahahah...When I reached school, Mr Leow was absent. Mr Ramu relieved us. Thankfully Chin Seng was a little bit later than me. So, I am so called marked 'present'. Phew!However, at around 1045am, my stomach was already calling for emergency. Hungry. I hadn't eat my breakfast. Dammit. But I controlled my hunger pangs till 1pm! I was so hungry until I could feel the water running down my gullet. That doesn't feel good at all. Trust me. Words of wisdom: When you are Hungry, Just EAT!! Don't wait for the World!! Hahahah!!!
After school and lunch, Trish, Vikki and I went swimming. I could swim a little bit. But the only thing is that I must surface to get air. There was once I choked on water. hahhah!!! That felt awfull!! I could feel my lungs coming out!! Eewww!!!! Fortunately, it was a good progress that I could 'swim'. Definition of 'swim' for me: 'Swim' is moving in water from a short distance and FORGOT to surface to get air!! hahahah!!!! Sorry Peeps!! F.Y.I Bishan Swimming Complex's changing room is SUPERB!! The flooring is covered with anti-slippery mat. There's a corner for sitting and the cubicles are big and the shower is heaven!!! ahahah!!! Just like the showers in Raffles Marina. hahahah!!! After swimming, we grabbed a bite at Mac. In the bus on my way home, I couldn't sleep. Dunnon why. Crowded bus la... After shower, my mum told me that I look 'Black'!! She asked me what time I went swimming - at 1:45pm. She said, 'No wonder la...!!! the weather is so HOT you go and swim. Clever!!' hahahaha!!!!! No worries la...the colour will fade off... hahhhahah!!! Hopefully....I am listening to this song over and over again. For All Time by Soluna. I've been searching for this song for so long!!! Finally got it!! hahahaha!!!! I hope U all will give a listen. Chorus:You are mineThere's no one other for meKeep in mindYou make my life completeAnd tonightWe'll make love endlessly'Cause you're mindYou're the one that I'll keep for all timeQuote of the Day:
~ "When you have nothing to say, sing it" ~
(Totally agree with it!!)
No Need To Worry
When I got out of the house, the skies were black. I was happy that there would be no assembly. That's for sure. So, I took my own sweet time to school. But the sad thing was that all my buses came immediately! I don't need to wait for a single minute. This is unfair because whenever I am late, or I am rushing for school, the busses go on strike!! There would not be a single bus that come!! Waiting and knowing that I'll be late for school is then frustrating! So don't blame me for having such moods in the mornings!! So now, I have to think in a reverse physcology so that the start of my day is not that bad.That's about getting to school. Now, it about sleeping hours. I don't know why I am blogging this, but I think it doesn't matter anyways!! hahaha!! I get very tired at around 11pm every night. But I can really sleep at midnight! I feel like I'm a time bomb. My clock will go ticking and eventually explode at midnight! So, everyday I'll get 6 hours f sleep! That's not enough for me. I know some of you out there thinking; "What? 6 hours of sleep is still not enough for you meh?" Well Yes, it's not enough me apparently. During my secondary school years, I will sleep at 1030pm and now it's like 90 mins of difference! Imagine that? A full game of soccer than I can sleep! Hahah!!! I know, it's lame but heck! Right now, I am addicted to Boyz II Men - In The Still Of The Night- The song is so nice la!! Especially when they sing it accapela. They sound so nice and touching!! Whenever I listen to this song, I will get butterflies in my stomach!! It just gives me goose bumbs sometimes!! hahah!!! Go and have a listen! Hope you all will like it! hahahah Enjoy!!!In the still of the night
I held you, I held you tight
Oh I love, love you so
Promise I'll never let you go
In the still of the night
~Snipits of the song~
