Friday, May 27, 2005

It's Been awhile. Thanks for those who still read this. Yup! You!

It's been a while since I updated my blog. I know some of my friends (You know who you all are...) have been reading my blog and they are just wating for my next update. But I let them down unfortunately. Sorry guys. I didn't mean to.
Ok, here's the thing. Right now, I am feeling very tired. My butt, legs and arms are aching. I think from all the RGS Concert preparation work. From making the banner to baking fund raising cakes and to the logistics. That's why everywhere pain. I shall not discuss this any further. I just hope that this aches will heal in time for me to go to Bangkok.
I am going to be the happiest person when I'm there, I will shop like no one business. I must admit that I am not a shopaholic in Singapore. But when comes to Bangkok, I am a monster for shopping. There are like so many interesting things to buy from! I am realli excited on this trip. Although I have been to Bangkok for the millionth time.
Ok la, I am realli tired now. Gotta go.. bye!!

Friday, May 13, 2005

Desperation to be normal.

I am in need of a solution to be normal. The abnormality in me is that there is no meaning in my life. Everyday is the same for me. Is either I face this computer for the longest hours or I just watched stupid TV shows that doesn't benefit me. I need a solution now. Fast. hai..

Anyway, all I am craving to do right now is to get out from my house and go to a place far away where nobody recognizes me and just jump around like one mad jelly bean!!! I need some vibe in my brain. I need to be the extreme. Well, any remedy for that? Anyone?

I just can't explain the tiredness that I am feeling for these past few days. I am feeling so lethargic, dreamy and just couldn't care anymore. I don't feel like eating already. Even if you give me my favourite food, I will not touch it. How?! Is it because of the medication that I am taking right now? These medication is suppose to give me diahoerra. it's working, but I didn't know it will be so strong. Ouch!! Help me please. The desperation to be normal again is just the solution for me now.