Irritated by CUNNING people.
For the past 2 weeks, I have been rather irritated by what I'm expected to do by the people around me. I am almost on the verge of giving up and blow up to those who treated me bad.First of all, let's talk about group projects. I've been doing group projects ever since primary school. It's difficult to get co-operative, proactive and effective group members. I know it's far more than difficult to get members who already these 3 qualities. But it beyond belief to even find members that doesn't acquire 1 of these qualities! Amazing isn't it? Right. This is so not the first time I've been caught in this situation.
But this time round, it's beyond the acceptable mode. I have a project and I've been made the leader. But my group members are taking it easy eventhough seeing me taking it easy also. This is what happened. I was asked on how was the project progressing, so I somehow got them to discuss. However, it was a total waste of time. The topic got change almost immediately when I mentioned about 'let's-discuss-about-it' time. What's worse was that they just left me! Telling me to make all the decisions! WTH!!!! If I were to not care about their thoughts, I would make all the shots and make them suffer. And if I hear a single word of complain from them, they'll get hell from me. But, I do not want to be that kind of person. I think of others before myself. That' me. I rather see other people happy, then I'm happy. So, I just fumed inside.
Next thing is, I've been offered to sing a song for the upcoming carnival. I thought it would be, I pick a song, audition for it, and teacher would say OK. But HELL NO! It didn't happen that way. She wants a Minus-1 for the song. This is when the shit part comes. I have to take the trouble to find the pathetic Minus-1 song. It's not easy!!!!!! I searched through the internet and found nothing. It's either in other language, or I have to pay! Forget it! The thing that pisses me the most is that the teacher DIE DIE wants me find the Minus-1 song!!! As if my life dependend on it! Please la!!!!! She has been bugging me in school for the song! So, I told her, "It's not like I don't want to give you the song. It's very difficult to find the song itself!!!" I was so close to say it all in a high voice!!!! ARGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right now, I am frantically finding the friggin song!!!!! Bloody HELL!!!!!!
Another stupid request is to sing 2 songs for a High-Tea at Furama City Centre tomorrow. What I thought at first was to sing a Jazzy song as it is the most suitable genre to sing, especially in a hotel ballroom. But boy was I wrong!!! The teacher that was in charge, disagree with my choices!! She said "I don't want too jazzy. It's boring!!" Bloody HELL!!!! Then, she asked me to find a song that she wants me to sing. A song about a boy name vincent with his pet dog! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Singing about a dog in front of a crowd who probably enjoying their meals!!! A DOG!!! WAT EVER!!!!
To make matters worse, she asked me to sing 1 song for the teachers and another song for the ex-students in their early 20s. What a fussy TEACHER!!!! If only she'd say Yes to Jazzy songs, it would have solve the problem easily.
To me, Jazz songs are the most suitable to perform and listen to in a hotel. You would never hear a song about a boy and his dog in the hotel elevator or anywhere around the hotel right?! So, Jazz is the most suitable la, Be it in the toilet, elevator or even the ballroom. I can't even imagine me singing about a boy with his dog!!!! ARGh!!!!!!!!!! I rather make a fool of myself in the public or not perform for her rather than to sing about silly things. I'm not willing to jeopardise it! NO WAY!!!
These few weeks has been irritating for me. I can't stand it!!! Exams are round the corner and I have not started a single shit!! I've realised that for these past weeks, I've been coming late for school and been cursing and swearing vulgarities. That shows how irritating and heart wrenching experiences for me!! It's suicidal man. UGH!!!!!!
Quote of The Day:
~ The best preparation for good work tomorrow
is to do good work today ~
-Elbert Hubbard-
~ The best preparation for good work tomorrow
is to do good work today ~
-Elbert Hubbard-
posted by h0sriNa @ 7:59 PM
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