Cross-world

Problems.

2011-10-13T12:11:00.003+08:00

Today is the start of the EOY (End-of-Year) Exams. My school is very 'slow' in starting the exams. While other schools have last few papers or even ended the EOYs. I have no idea what the school system is becoming.

Just before I am typing this, I read one of my friend's blog. It seems that she is still updating her blog regularly. I must say I am envious of her (NOT IN A BAD WAY ENVIOUS). First of all, she is SO PRETTY and looking at the pics makes me feel bad - in a sense that I do want to be pretty and be able to post nice pics of me in my blog too. I wish I can do more things in my life. Be more active in life and experience new things.

Hunger pangs. This is my problem. I will feel hungry or crave for food at many intervals during the day.

For example yesterday. I ate 2 slices of bread with jam for bfast at 7am. Then did some work in the lab and watched Korean Drama (Heartstrings). At 10:45am, my tummy 'croaked' (I could hear it even!) I ate a candy and it 'croaked' again 10 mins after. That made me think "Do I really have to eat again?" I can't keep on eating throughout the day! I will burst! - literally. I think through these years, I have been stuffing food and in a sense my stomach got expanded. So even when I eat a little (I try.) I will not be 'satisfied'. This is what I realised and I really want to change. It's about time that I do something about my eating habits. I need help. Seriously.

Ok. my mind just went blank and I have nothing to report about today except for the weather is fantastic! HOT.

Peace.

Truth Hurts..

2011-10-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went for my early check-up with the Gynaecologist. It's regarding my irregular period. I've been going there for years and at every trip is the same news - I need to lose weight to get regular menses. And at every trip cost me $25. Not cheap I know.. But yesterday it finally hit me.

The day before (Sunday) I know that I have been eating a lot of fast food and I know I have not lost weight - which I told the doctor that I will work on it. I am such a BIG FAT LIAR! Plus I will get to know my blood test results. So yesterday I was rather worried, stressed, nervous and every anxiety feelings put together. When I reached KK Hosp, my mum said she wanted to have a drink or some light snack at the Food Court. I was tempted by the Yong Tau Fu there. So I decided to buy it. I chose fish cakes and some veg. Knowing that it will not only increase my weight last min. After eating I began to perspire - as usual, there's fuel in my body that needs to be converted into energy. Without giving much thought I proceed to the Clinic, registered myself and waited. I was still perspiring in an air-con place. That is not good because I would need to get my Height, Weight and BP taken. DOUBLE NO GOOD.

I rested for a while and took the measurements. My BP was HIGH!!! I told the nurse that I just came so she instructed me to rest for a little while longer and then take my BP again. At that point, my mind was racing and I hate that feeling. It's not good news. Around 10 mins later I went in again and the nurese took my reading. Still not satisfied, she took my weight - I was 122.2 kg as of yesterday! Nothing to be pround of. Then last attempt on my BP was 194/101 and my pulse was 102. THAT IS SUPER BAD! I COULD DIE ANY MOMENT. The look on the nurse's face was not encouraging. When my mum got to know of my stats, she freaked out! That freaked me out further! I perspired more!

A few minutes later I was called in. The doctor took my stats and say that I gained weight - 2 more kilos packed in my body. She said my BP is VERY HIGH and it's unhealthy. She kind of scolded me for not reducing my weight. She went on saying that exercising is difficult at first and I will get tired easily due to my weight. But with persistance, I will lose some weight. She said "Its how motivated I am to exercise. Because no one else will do it for you if you don't do it for yourself" Sounds familiar right? But that really got me. She said "I really can't do anything much unless if it's about your menses, I can give your medications for that. But you really have to reduce your weight and watch your diet. Other than that I cannot help you." She also mentioned that younger people are getting strokes and they die at a very young age. She also added before she let me go "You readings should not be like this (meaning my weight, BP etc..) considering you are at such a young age.." Woah... that really hit me right smack to the point.

Oh. Regarding my blood test results, there are no signs of Diabetes (THANK GOD FOR THAT!!!) but my Cholesterol Level is bit High (Oh NO.)

OK. I PLEDGE that I will start losing weight. I promise. I won't let my mother down anymore. I can't bare to see her worry for me. I will lose weight and be a better and healthier person for her. Never mind if I don't make it in my studies but in health its far more important to work for. I MUST BE MOTIVATED! GOD PLEASE HELP ME! THERE IS NO ONE TO HELP ME BUT YOU! PLEASE HELP ME.

Updates...

2011-10-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

Yes. The title says it all. Updates about my Life - What are my thoughts on situations, experience etc.. My current craze - be it Food, Interest ( this includes the one particular person that I am admiring...hehehe) Aspiration and all that jing bang. Hope I can get this sorted before I go crazy.

First of all I am listening to Blue Velvet by Bobby Vinton. Yeah. This song is as smooth as velvet itself. There's another version done by Tony Benett and KD Lang. It's a laid jazz -where I would love to listen on a romantic night. hehehe... No lah.. it's just a nice version. hehe..

Okay..Okay.. Updates. Right. Where shall I start. Hmm... Ok. This year being 2011, therefore I am 23 years old. Yes. Still single and always ready to mingle. (Haha. the last part is a bit random). I am currently working in a Science Lab as Lab Assistant (Relief - meaning I am a nobody. No authority. Have to work without benefits.) I started beginning of this year. There are a few aspects that I like about working for this position despite the minimal benefits. They are:

1. I am working at my secondary school. I was a student here therefore it's good to be back and see my teachers.

2. The school is only a 5-10 mins walk from home. HOW GOOD IS THAT? What's even better is I get to save money on TRANSPORT AND LUNCH. (Yes, my mum will send lunch to the side gate for me daily. DOUBLE GREATNESS RIGHT? BTW, canteen food sucked ever since I was still a student).

3. My working hours are from 7 am - 4pm. Nice. This also means I still can enjoy my social life with my dear friends or just with my mum. hee....

4. THE MOST IMPORTANT ASPECT: I've found an Eye Candy in School!!!!!! Yes.. He's a Science Teacher and it's BLOODY AMAZING to be able to see him. hee..... I will not disclose his name as I am afraid I might get discovered. I shall call him 'Mr ahem..ahem..'. Will elaborate more on him later in the post.

5. The pay is quite good. But too bad I couldn't save as much because I've been spending on Food, CD albums, more Food and treating my students/AK members. But I have been gving my mum $100 monthly to keep for our trip to BKK at the end of the year. Whooohoooo!!!!!!!!!

There you have it. A gist of my working life. Next is Interests.
1. I still love to EAT. That explains my Obese state. I just can't abstain myself from food. I hate myself for this.

2. I still love MUSIC. Genres that I still enjoy are Jazz, Classical ( Music from the 50s & 60s), Pop and the current beats. ( I don't know whether to call it Techno or Club music). AND my LATEST Crave is KOREAN Music! hehe..Yes. Kpop, Hallyu Korean Wave etc.. I am a current fan. From Music, Dramas (OH I LOVE THE DRAMAS!!! Way, WAY.. Better than what's shown on tv locally) and Variety Show AND AND!!!!! KOREAN FOOD!! Hanguk Eumshik! hehehe.. The Idol groups that I am currently a fan of are Super Junior and MBLAQ. Yeah.. will elaborate further in future entries.

3. I WOULD love to sing. Yes. This is the part that I still don't get to do freely and be good at it. Sometimes when I watch videos on Youtube singers sing as if its natural. I would like to sing like them.. Artists include Michael Buble, Adele, Amy Winehouse (Rest her soul) etc.. They have this unique voice that I'd love to have or develop. BASICALLY I WOULD WANT TO SING. Because it makes me happy and I feel like I am a different person when I sing. Well, too bad no one see my efforts. It's sad.. :(

End of My Interests. There are more but just not deep enough to be called interest.

NEXT! As I am constructing this entry I am HUNGRY! Canteen food sucks. My Mum is still not well from her cough - so no food sent. There is ABSOLUTELY no EDIBLE things in Lab for me to eat. When I am hungry I will be in a zone thinking of food that I'd eat when I knock off work later. Foods like Popeye's mash potatoes, Bibimbap, Dairy Queen Ice Cream sandwich, Sushi!!! and many more.. These are just the thoughts that I have in my as I am typing. The list is just getting longer.. Famous Amos cookies just came up. GOSH! I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON!

Got to end here. Got to pretend to do work. Bye.

2011-10-06T11:46:00.002+08:00

Here I am again. It's quite peaceful in the lab now - except for the fact that Mdm Lee is sitting opposite me leaning back to rest. heheh... that's one good thing she got her spot there. No one can see her EXCEPT me. e

As I am writing this, I am listening to Angel's Cry by Mariah Carey and Ne-yo. It's a nice song. I'm putting it on repeat. Hehe. This morning I almost flared up at anyone I saw. First of all, I cam early (at 7 am mind you) signed my attendance in the GO (Gen Office). Guess who I saw? Ms Lau n Mr AhemAhem. Hehhe!!!! I shall not disclose his name as I am afraid I will be discovered. Hopefully no one in the school get to know about this blog! Or ELSE! Ok. I greeted Ms Lau and then I took the opportunity to look at him and maybe just maybe greet him too. But before I had the chance - which is due to my shyness.. he was already looking at my direction and gave a small short laugh. OOOOHhh!!! I WAS BLOODY DAMN HAPPY CAN?! Hehhe!!!
That gave me the strength and power to start off the day!

But my Happiness ended just minutes after. The stupid Datalogger course was not cancelled! I didn't prepare the apparatus and my HOD was already in the lab! That drove me insane!!! As I frantically tried to gather the apparatus I was cursing under my breath. At the same time I saw him already seated in the lab and I kept going in an out from Prep room. In the midst of the chaotic situation I was in I wondered did he see me? My face? My upset face? I hope he saw and wondered why I was so upset. hehehe. Yes... Still have the time to think of such things. But hey, what ever the situation is, face must maintain okay...! hehehe Also that calmed me down abit. Got me in control abit. hee...thank you ahemahem! LOL...

I will write more abt ahemahem... hehehhehehehhe

2011

2011-04-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

Suddenly the thought of blogging came up. I know it's random and silly since my last post was almost a yr ago! Great.

Since keeping an actual diary is quite boring. Also when ever I want to write, there would be distractions. Be it at home or work. Damm. So I'll just try to blog as discreetly as possible.

I'm in the Bio Lab now. Waiting for 13:50 class and get over the practical. Sitting in the lab is THE MOST BORING EST job ever. All it does is get my already big bum BIGGER! Amazing. One good thing about it though, it's peaceful- meaning when the teachers and students are not around, i can actually ponder about things. Not that i have lots of things to ponder. BUt at least i can do some thinking/reflecting.

The one thought that came up from my mind is "When will I have courage." Courage in this sense is - courage to exercise and keep a healthy lifestyle. I've been putting this on hold for the longest time. It's bad of me but I can't seem to start. This is a bad habit that I need to tackle.

Ok got to go now. Need to prepare Bile Salts and Lipase Solutions.

2010-05-16T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hello Blog World.

It's been more than 2 years since my last entry.
No I'm not D-E-A-D.

I've been contemplating whether to continue with this blog - or just delete it. Honestly, I can't remember my blog address. But i found it! Haha. Well, nothing much to say since it's been 2 yrs of absence.

However, I'm curious if anyone still bother to read my blog. hee...It would be good if there is a response. Hehe....

2008-06-04T23:35:00.004+08:00

I'm having my mid-term holidays. 2 weeks; full of projects and doing other stuff. Speaking of projects, I'm having problems with my group mates. AGAIN. This time round, it's something that I do not wish to reveal as it might offend people reading this. SO, to save my ass, I shall keep quiet. IT'S HORRIBLY demoralizing.

Anyway, I started off my holidays with a big BANG! Literally! It's not a figure of speech. It all went like this:

It was a Friday afternoon. Raining. I was in the bus from Vivo. I was sitting at the upper deck at the front seat. The bus was going quite fast for a rainy day. Good in a way I can be home faster. But the bad part is about to happen. When I was along Serangoon Rd, I saw this tree branch hanging quite low. I thought to myself, the bus is gonna hit the branch. Apparently, it didn't stop. The next thing I knew, I shielded myself with my bag and the very next moment, BANG!!! I was just waiting for the branch to hit me. I really thought I was going to die. When the bus jerked to a stop, I saw the window broke and the glass all shattered onto my bag, both my arms and my suit cover. I even had glass fragments on my feet. I shivered and was so close to tears as I was THANKFUL that GOD spared my LIFE!! Thank GOD that I didn't faint. I was so traumatized for 5 mins. The bus driver just said SORRY and distributed COMPLIMENTARY TICKETS FOR THE DAY. ARGH!! DAMMIT!!! As I got off the bus, my right toe hurt and bleed. I went to find a seat and took out a piece of glass stuck in my toe. Luckily I managed to get it out. If not, I don't know what will happened. The funny thing was before the accident happen, I was listening to Jesse McCartney's Leavin - the part where he goes "Don't Stress...Don't stress...Don't Stress..." BANG!!! What a coincidence. HA! I even had the time to take some pictures as proof and memories for me that I was THIS close to Death. I'm indebted to GOD! That's for sure!

This was how it looked like:
The LEFT side of the seat was where I was sitting.

The broken window

Notice how if the branch were to pierce through? GOSH.

Tuesday (3 June) Went out with Trish, Kelly and Durga. Didn't watch movie. Just had dinner and walked around Bugis Village. When Trish and I met Durga, she needed to buy shoes as the one she was wearing was killing her. I cold see she was in pain. Aww..Kelly was an hour late. Nothing new from her. Heheh!!! Had KFC for dinner. Kelly had a wonderful consultation regarding How to Give a Good Presentation; courtesy from the VERY BEST Undiscovered Talented Consultants - Dr. Trish (M.B.B.S in Mass Communication) and DR. Durga (Ph.D certified in Insurance Advisor). It's a one-time opportunity for Kelly as these 2 consultants are very BUSY with their Daily Schedules and it was very GRACIOUS of them to spare some time for Kelly. Plus, IT's FREE!! Haha!

Before we left, we took some pictures in front of Goldheart Jewelry Shop. People passing by were staring at us.

Durga and Me.

Trish and Me. I'm terrible on Camera.

Kelly and Me. A bit blur. Hehe!

That's about it. Note to Trish, Durga and Kelly: "Please upload the other pictures. I want them. Thanks!"

2008-05-20T17:54:00.004+08:00

Here I am updating. Instead of doing my projects that are haunting me everyday. HECK!

Anyway, currently studying in TAS is kind of a hassle. But never mind, I shall deal with it. I'm getting use to the pace of life there. Got comfortable with the times that I have to wake up and anticipating the jams or arrival of the Sentosa Express.

Right now, my class have held the record for chasing the teachers out. One was our Entrepreneur tutor Ms Maggie. She is the most fiercest tutor in TAS. Her motto, "My mood depends on the students." So, if she's in a very bad mood, don't bother talking to her as you'll never know when she might blow up on you. So, avoid her at all cost when she's angry. Well, she walked out the class becoz one of the guy tried to prove her wrong (can't remember the exact cause). Before she walked out, she banged the table with her file and screaming at that guy until her voice was almost gone. I could sensed that she was about to cry but she tried to hold it in. It was sad that my class made her go out and almost made her cry. Gosh!!

Next, we made our Care Person a.k.a Form teacher out during our tutorial. Reason being, my group was too noisy and that no one wanted to present the debate. Also, the next group drew some obscene stuff on the flip chart for the debate. He got so angry and walked out of the class saying "We should be more professional and respect the teachers here. And turn off the air-con when you leave". Some of my classmates went to chase after him to apologize but he ignored them. They even called his hp and he purposely ignore it. So, the whole class decided to write an apology letter to him. The next day, he came and told us that we shouldn't behaved that way and he thought the letter was interesting. Whatever.

Then my class joked about who's gonna be the next victim. Right. I'm quite surprised that such things are coming from them. I mean, I won't be surprised if it's from ITE students. BUT Even ITE Students we were before, but we never went to SUCH extent. What do you say ISF? Hahah!!! No matter how irritating we were, no matter how the teachers HATE us, we were still playful and the teachers miss us now. Hah!

Anyway, here are some pics of TAS. Enjoy.

Part of the COMPUTER LAB.

The connection between the Sentosa Express carriage.

This weird 'Tree-house' in front of every block. Don't know what it's for.

End of the Library. They call it Resource Centre. Taken at 9:20 am. Peaceful. But not till 12 noon. Socialize area. Haha!!

The Shelves.

MORE PICS SOON!!!

2008-04-22T22:55:00.002+08:00

Apologies for my LONG absence. Been pretty busy lately the week before school starts. Actually, today is the 2nd day of school. At Sentosa.

I have mixed feelings about this whole Sentosa thingy. First of all is Distance. Yes I know, I shouldn't complain since complaining will never resolve any of this. So, I just have to let this out. Ok. The journey from my house to Sentosa is atrociously pain in the ASS! Why? Imagine this, waiting for bus 65 for 10-15 mins everyday (Not including rainy days, God knows how long more it'll take). Then, the bus ride to Vivo will take a good 45 mins to an hour (If the bus driver is such a sucker! Who have to stop at every Traffic light!). Once at Vivo, take the Monorail Express which will take a good 10mins. Lastly, the walk to the school is around 5mins max. Overall, you do the math. Distance.

Next is Food. I know..I know...I wonder what my life would be without food. So, at school, there's this small 'canteen' (the teachers called it) but I think it's more like a cafeteria with alfresco dining. I've yet to discover the 'canteen'. If they don't sell anything nice, I'm gonna hate it.

Third, Security. Now, I'm not saying that there's a guard at the entrance and we students have to undergo screen checks everytime we arrive. But guess what? There's a number code when we want to enter the TOILETS! IMAGINE that!! Oh! Plus! The lecturers and tutors have a different set of numbers from students! OMFG!!! I was wondering, if the lecturers get gold plated toilet seats and sinks when they enter the same toilet as the students, just because they have a different set of numbers! WOW! Really 'amazing'!

Lastly, TimeTable. Apparaently, I'm content with my timetable. Most of the days, I end at 3pm. But the down side of it is, I have to start at 9am. I still have 2hrs break in between lessons, which kind of suck as there's nothing interesting to roam around at Sentosa within such a short time frame. So, I wouldn't risk it. Therefore, I've decided that I'll either be in the Computer Lab doing absolutely NOTHING! or I could just be sitting around with the perpetual praying mantis sound and stone like a zombie. Interesting.

More updates and some pics of the school. :)

2008-04-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

I took a look at how the video for the previous entry. It turned out that there's the video PLUS another duplicate. I have no idea why. Hmm...Need help. It looked OK when I "Preview" it in blogger. But when I publish it, this happen. So, I really don't know what to do. Help? Thanks.

Anyway, in the midst of typing this entry. I was just browsing through this website : omg.yahoo.com. This site has tonnes of pics of celebrities and stories about them. I'm kind of hooked to it as we'll never get them here. Locally. Either you'll have to buy US and People mags imported from the US, which gonna cost us a bomb. So why bother when you can get it for FREE? Aaahh....!!! the wonders of Technology these days. :)

So, this afternoon Kelly and I went to East Coast Park. When we reached there, the weather was showing signs of raining - Dark clouds, occasional winds and droplets of rain.

Our main agenda was to rent a 2-seater bicycle and explore the place, since we didn't have the time the other day that we went plus, Kelly couldn't ride a bike yet. However, due to the bad weather we were indecisive about renting the bike. Both of us felt wasted coming all the way to East Coast. Nevertheless, we took a risk by going ahead with the renting. It cost us $4 each. (2hrs + 2 water free). Cool.

Here's the pic of the bicycle.

There's 3 Possibilities why Kelly covered her face.
1) The SUDDEN feeling of being SHY (apparently she's NOT!)
2) Protecting her face from the Sun (It wasn't that HOT)
3) She's digging her nose for some TREASURES! (LOL!) :)

Nice pic of us. ALL SMILES...

Rina: GOSH!!! KELLY FARTED!!!!
Kelly: NO!! It wasn't me... (or was it?)

After that, we rode all the way to the SEAFOOD CENTRE. Came across this huge sandcastle. Further ahead, we saw many "Yellow People" running. Turn out to be the ARMY boys training. From far they look like a swamp of bees... After that, we reached
here.

We went in to take a look.

Pic of us.
My hair at the back look like a duck's backside. Hee..
Kelly is holding her breath. Hehe..

That's about it. Our day at the Beach.
We really got NOTHING to do. Hehe!!

2008-04-03T14:02:00.005+08:00

It's already April. That means 1 thing - School is starting soon and I'm clearly not looking forward to it. Speaking of April, I've been fooled by my mum. She called my brother and I to see that there's a crazy "Ah Pek" at the Lift. I was so eager and rushed to the gate. When I was at the gate, I saw no one and my mum suddenly shouted "APRIL FOOL!!!" Damn!!!

Right now it's pouring HEAVILY. It's so HEAVY until I could not even see the next block. It's all Blur... WOW. Guess this rain will last for quite a while. OMG. There's children playing at the playground in the rain! GOSH! I mean I love to do that too, but not when there's lightning every few minutes. GOD! Are they insane or something?

Anyway, that's all for now.

Wait. Check out the video. My first time. Hehe!! Will have a better one next time.

2008-03-28T00:18:00.002+08:00

I swear I have something to write about for this entry and the moment I logged on to the computer, my mind just went blank. I just hate it when this happens. Maybe it's just me. Damn. Let's call it the Mind-goes-blank syndrome. Yeah. It happens when your mind suddenly goes blank. Hmm..any remedies? Hehe!

Ah well, guess have to wait till I log off this computer then the idea will come back. And by that time, I will have no mood to on the computer again. Trust me. Till then, I guess you'll have to wait a couple more days to find out my purpose of blogging today. Which I'm sure I will never recall it again. So don't bother wait for it. Maybe it's nothing important.

See you!

2008-03-25T20:07:00.003+08:00

Today's whether is very very unpredictable. One moment it looked like it's gonna rain, the next moment, Sun shining brightly. Even the MET station predict that there'll be flash floods and raining in most areas. I've been waiting, but not a single drop of rain fell. GREAT! I went to National Library this afternoon. In the bus, I could see grey clouds gathered near Suntec area. I guessed it's gonna pour soon. After spending quite a long time in the library, thinking that maybe the rain already stopped. But guess what? It was DRY outside! Gosh! Make me bring such a big umbrella for nothing. Never mind.

As usual, I have nothing to do at home. Other than staring at the computer or sleep. SO BORING. Plus, tomorrow I will be visiting my uncle - from my dad's side - at SGH. He's better now. Only thing is that his Right side is very weak. Hope he recovers fast.

Speaking of tomorrow, there'll be AI - American Idol. I'm NOT satisfied with the results last week. Amanda Overmyer got voted off. The Rocker Nurse. DAMN! I mean, all the judges seemed to be praising her about her being very authentic about her singing and her style stuff like that. For me it's good to see a different side of AI. A breath of fresh air. But No... ppl prefer those who are popular. I dun know lah. I'm just enjoying the fun. At least I have some TV shows to watch, other than rotting myself. HEHe!!

As of this moment, I'm waiting for my mum who's in the toilet - showering. Both my dad and brother are out. It's a good thing. At least there's peace in the house and there'll be light. If my dad is home, my house will be in the dark by 9:30pm. Save Electricity. Plus, my dad will be sleeping already. Don't ask me why. It's a LONG, WINDING, BORING AND MISERABLE STORY. So, let's keep it as it is.

Ok! Done! My mum's out! My turn now! Hehe!!

2008-03-23T00:05:00.002+08:00

Kelly, Trish, Durga, Shuo Ke and I attended Samantha's (Not the other irritating 'Sam') 21st B'day celebration. It was held at a condo at CCK. Very FAR. But at least I don't complain. It's still in Singapore.

When I was in the bus, it started RAINING heavily. I got worried as my sandals had no friction on the soles. So, chances of me slipping and falling on my butt was very slim. My sentiments were right when I arrived at Yishun Interchange. The floor was wet and I was walking as though I was walking on egg shells. Very S-E-L-O-W-L-Y!!! I almost slipped but I held onto the railings. It was a chore, I tell you! But thankfully, I didn't fell. Phew! Or else, I'd have a grey top to Sam's party instead of white. Hehe.

As we arrived there, not many guests arrived. So, we just hang around until 7 plus, we started to eat. The food was nice. I was hungry so had second servings with Sam's fren, Rebecca. Nothing WRONG with THAT! It's a BUFFET. Nothing to be Pai Seh about. Anyway, around 8 plus, cake cutting ceremony. The cake was beautiful. It was a cartoon character princess in Yellow dress. I really like it. Then followed by Sam's speech. I must say, she thanked EVERYONE from all the EDUCATION levels but she forgot to thank her Mummy and Sister. Hai yoh! LOL!! Must be too excited in turning 21. Then the cake eating time. The cake was nice. Not too creamy that makes you wanna puke.

While I was enjoying my cake, I met this familiar face. Shu Hui, Sam's Nitec classmate. Shu Hui happens to be in TP doing the same course as me. Actually, I saw her first and wondered I met her before in TP a couple of times. Then when I finally meet her personally, only then I know who she is! GOSH! It's such as SMALL world. Haha!! So, Kelly and I chatted with her, took pics outside and exchange numbers. I must say, Shu Hui is a very nice person to talk to. She's very friendly. Hehe!! She somehow reminded me of my Secondary sch fren - Eudora. Hehe!!

After that, some of Sam's frens asked us if we wanted to pack some food home. I said yes. So, Rebecca and I helped ourselves with the food. I took some rice, noodles and Sweet and Sour Fish. She took noodles and Chicken! LOL!! Call me an aunty for being so KIASU or THICK skin. But I don't see the harm in bringing food home. It's not like I'm STEALING! People offered me, so couldn't say No. If nobody were to bring home the food, I bet they'd probably end up in the dustbin. So Sayang.

Well, that's about it.

2008-03-18T13:44:00.004+08:00

Currently, I'm waiting for Miss Kelly Khoo to come to my house, to continue our gift fixing. (It's for Sam's 21st b'day. Shall not reveal what it is.) We started it yesterday at Kelly's house. Unfortunately, we had to move up to her apartment's roof top to do as I'm TERRIFIED of her dog. Nothing new from me lah. I'm SCARED of dogs. So, don't ever TRY to BRAINWASH me to think that dogs won't bite. Just let it be. I'm scared of dogs. End of story.

Back to the roof top. Yesterday was a hot & windy day. Up at the roof top was splendid as I got my back 'burnt' from the scorching sun. We painted some parts of the gift, tried figuring how to fix it & kept our things from flying. It was fun to be up there, considering the fact that this kind of opportunity just comes once. However, the enjoyment had to be cut short as I got a phone call from my mum informing me that my uncle was admitted to SGH for mild stroke. My mum and I rushed to SGH. Thankfully, my uncle was fine. He can still talk normally, only his right side is weak. Hope he recovers fast.

Right now it's 2pm and Miss Kelly (VIP) not here yet. Wonder what time she'll reach. Later in the evening, the 4 of us (Trish, Durga, Kelly & Me) are gonna catch Step Up 2 at PS. [Don't worry girls, I WON'T spoil it in the Cinema. I Promish.] :)
I just got a msg frm Kelly: "Sorry Rina, I just woke up. Just now I went to take a nap. Leaving the house soon." THANKS AH KELLY!!! HAI YOH!!!! I really thought she was at my house bus stop already. Humph. >:-(

Anyway, having my hols is fun but when you are stuck at home is not fun. So, a few weeks back I went to the market with my mum. While she's busy telling the aunty what she needs, I saw this on top of the potatoes corner:

Spot the 'Heart-shaped' potato.

Even my mum was like "eh rina! Take a pic lah. Very nice what!"

Later that night, I was SUPER BORED and look at what I did to myself after shower:
It was inspired by my brother who showed it to me months ago. LOL.

It's 2:20pm and Kelly's still not here yet. I bet she'll go bonkers if she reads this entry. LOL!! I'm talking bad about her!! LOL!!!!

2008-03-11T16:05:00.005+08:00

Don't you just hate it if you have ulcers or toothaches or even biting your tongue or lip? Yup. I'm having it right now. It SUCKS!! First, I have this painful sting on the tip of my tongue. So, if I'm not careful and it brushes against my teeth, it will HURT like HELL!!! Took a good look at it, and found out that it has this white spot on the pain area. I can't really remember how I got it. Perhaps from the food I ate the other day. The food was piping hot and maybe it burned my tongue. Yikes!! Next is at the back of my mouth. It's on the flesh of my left inner cheek. I think I accidentally bit on it while eating. So now it's kind of swollen and it's VERY Irritating! Everytime I chew something, I will bite on the swollen area. DAMMIT! Now, I have to chew my food on my right side set of teeth. I've been spending a GREAT amount of time finishing my food. It's a chore to EAT nowadays!! Also, it kind of spoil my appetite! UGH! This has been going on for 4-5 days now. I really hope it'll heal soon. I can't bear the pain.

Anyway, I would like to post pics again! Hehe!!! Can't help it when I have a camera phone. hehe!!

First up: My Studying Days for Exams [ Can't believe it ]

Studied for Mktg (My LEAST Favourite Subj) in the afternoon

This is the state of my table in the night. (Almost GAVE up lah!!)

Tired of studying at home, thought of studying in sch with Kelly. (A.K.A. - Recipe for DISASTER!! Hahah!! Kidding! We managed to study in the end. Hehe!)

The chips that Kelly bought - NOT NICE!! Yuck! LOL!! It's some Italian corn chips with 4 cheeses! To me, the Smell of the Cheese was so OVERWHELMING! But Kelly LOVE it! Can tell from her face.

You can see, food seemed to be dominant during our study period. LOL!! Water is essential!! Not for Kelly though! LOL!!!

Kelly busy "Colouring" her Mktg txt bk. She seemed to highlight Everything I highlighted. LOL!! The paper was in 2 days. LOL!!!

So, Kelly and I decided to study again for our Last paper - (Fundamentals of F&B). She booked a Study Rm in our sch lib. Instead of a max of 4 hours, the librarian gave us 8 hours. Hehe!! That's very nice of her. So, we got the room to ourselves for the whole day!! This was what it was during our "Study".

Nothing new from Kelly, taking pics of herself. Hehe!!! Here's the proof of me studying!! Right. LOL!

That's her side of the table.

My side of the table.

We stayed in there till 6pm. After which, we went back and studied SUMMORE!!! Hai yoh!!!

2008-03-10T20:47:00.006+08:00

This week will be very tense for me. Why? My exam results are coming up. I'll get my results via SMS. Cool huh? Well, it doesn't matter. What matters is the results I'll get. Hopefully I PASS ALL!! [ Fingers crossed ] So, it's gonna be a spine-tingling, nail biting pressure on me. I won't be able to sleep well this week. ARGh!!! I'm OVER REACTING!! SHIT! But I'm REALLY hoping for the best. Will update, not to worry.

So, nothing much to update lah. But I will try to post a bit longer than the previous entry. As Trish wanted to kill me for posting such a short entry. HEHE!! I will try my best Trish! Don't worry. Hehe!! Hmm..Let me think.....wat to post....

AH! I know, post some pics that I've been taking for some time now. One thing about me being in TP, class celebration is rather common in my class. There'd be somebody's birthday to celebrate. And each time, all of us would have to chip in money to buy cake. However, for the last few celebrations, I've been rather upfront about the portion of cake I get. I've been getting rather small portion of cake - considering the very "SEXY" size that I'm in. Hehe!! Well, c'mon, I know I should not eat too much, must exercise and the whole nine yards about losing weight saga. But you see, it's not that I eat cakes everyday, plus, the cakes are delicious and I PAID for it! So, I deserve it. Therefore, everytime I chip in, I said I want a bigger piece of the cake. But of course, my request was ignored - as usual. Bet you're thinking, "deal with it lah!" NOPE! Once, I took the Advantage of having a bigger slice of the cake!! Hahah!! I felt good!! Heheh!!! Mischievous! I know... Heheh!!!

So enough yakking!! Let the pics do the talking!!

This Strawberry cake is nice to look. But it's very CREAMY when eat too much.

This cake is the one where my fren and I open ceremony as though it was our b'day. Both of us took the big piece! When I ate it, the cocoa powder went straight up to my nose!! So I choked on it!! Haha!!! The cake is from Hans. Very nice!!

This is the last b'day celebration. It's aft my first paper. It's from Prima Deli. Each of us get one of each flavour. It was very sweet. Can get diabetes. LOL!!!

The b'day girl got this extra.

So, that's it. Hope I didn't make you readers salivate! LOL!!!

2008-03-06T23:33:00.002+08:00

Here I am. Having my hols now. A total of 8 wks of hols. But I can bet that it'll pass without me knowing it. I've tonnes of things to do and I've not started on any of them yet! First of all, I'm BROKE. DRY. NO MONEY. Yesh. Nothing new from me. Always NO MONEY. Hmm... thought of finding a job, all the applications ask for any working experience. That's what I don't have. So it kind of suck to not have any experience. Envy those who got a job already - good on you. But nevertheless, I will go do other stuffs that have been put on hold for quite some time now. So, at least I get things done.

Exams... Ugh. All I can say is that I've never stayed up so late in my life to study, at the same time, getting my ass numb from all that mugging in my room. All those dreadful nights studying and cursing under my breath to the amount of topics to learn. I've never taken studying for exams so seriously as I did this time. Extremely intense. Yikes! [ Will not go to that state again. Ever. It's suicidal! ] But on the bright side, I hope that my effort pays off. Hope I'll pass my exams and proceed on to Yr 2. Please God! Help me!

So here is a little update from me.

2007-11-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

After reading updates from my friends' blogs, now is my turn. Have been missing lately due to hectic sch work. Some were irritating, but some were plain TOUGH! Been having very little sleep because of late nights dealing with assignments.

Here's some updates...

My class celebrated 4 of my classmates' birthday weeks ago. Apologies for the DELAY... Here's wat we had...

This is for the boy's b'day. I had the green donut with some candle wax on it. Had a REAL BAD tummy aft that. Haha!! Must be from the candle. I'm not pointing fingers.

This is for the girl's b'day. Real big piece. Nice and chocolatey. Not those typical cake loaded with cream that makes you puke! Haha!

On Wednesday, there was an event by the SPH. Plus, they were giving out Cotton Candy for FREE! So, Izzah and I queued up for it. When it comes to my turn, the aunty had to refill the machine. Then, when it was formed, she put around 3-4 rounds of cotton candy from the machine! In my mine I was imagined when is she gonna stop. Instead she kept bundling up with more floss! WOW! In the end, it looked like this...

It was SO BIG that it covered Izzah's face. Haha!!!

Today. The atmosphere at my sch was CHAOTIC! Why? Coz, it had CCN (Campus Care Network) Day for the Applied Science and Engineering Sch. Plus, TPRawks was goin on - Don ask me what TPRawks for. So, in the midst of the chaos, I took this

That was just the beginning. Then, I was jammed by screaming people wanting us passerbys to buy their stuff.

Then 2 of my friends got hennas.

BEFORE:

AFTER:

After class, my friends and I did project and I bought food

Waffles with Strawberry Ice Cream. It was ok. I almost broke the plastic spoon! haha!!

Well, that's just it. I am SUPER KIASU when comes to taking pics. What can I say...Typical Singaporean. Lastly, here's a question. Have you ever wondered what will I look like if I were to wear bright RED lipstick? Here's a sneak peak...
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

MUACKS!!

2007-10-27T18:55:00.000+08:00

Spent the whole of my afternoon at Hougang Mall with Kelly and Trish. When we were at Trish's counter, we helped her with tearing tissue packets from it's cards. 2 of Trish's other friends came and helped too. A few moments later, I acknowledge the girl beside me. She asked my name and said, "You're hosrina right?" I was surprised how come she know me. Then she confirmed with me whether I was from macpherson primary. Then she introduced herself as Joanne. We were in the same school before. No wonder she looked familiar! She look so Different now. Make up and dressing all different. Omg. It's such a small world! I still remember when we were still in primary school, she was a very shy person. Her mom was very friendly and sometimes let out her rantings to my mom. Haha!! Oh my god! I was so glad that I met her again! Haha!!

Anyway, after that Kelly and I accompanied Trish to eat. The foodcourt was SUPER NOISY! The atmosphere and the whole concept of the foodcourt was very Chinese Oriental. Ancient times. Everything was very elaborate! But the noise was over the top! The 3 of us couldn't hear what we were talking. Gosh!!! I hate it!

Then we had Gelare ice cream for dessert. It was very nice. I chose Blueberry Cheese Yoghurt. Kelly had Double Chocolate. Trish had Oregon Mint Fudge. Mine was sour-ish while theirs were sweet and creamy. Dammit. Wrong choice RINA! So, here are some pics lah.

Our Ice Creams.

Trish, I'm in front of you! Haha!

2007-10-24T11:55:00.000+08:00

School has started and it will burn a hole in my pocket. I can bet on that. A textbook that my lecturer tried desperately to psycho us to buy cost about a whooping $46! His excuse is that TP students are the first ones to get the 2008 edition of the book. In the US, he said it cost around US$98. Plus, he told us we are pretty lucky. RIGHT. We are going to use it for 1 SEMESTER (around 17 weeks) which means we are using the book a total of 17 times. I guess by the end of the semester, the condition of the book will still look brand new. So, I can give back to the seller and redeem back my money. Hey! that's not a bad idea huh? NOT! Well, I'm still thinking to whether buy the it or not.

I have yet to buy notes for every subject and I'm pretty sure it's gonna take up half of my Hari Raya collection. Hai.. Eversince a few years back, my collection has been lesser because I'm getting older and my relatives thinks that I'm already working, so NO money. Boo! But never mind lah...I dun really bother that much as long as I get to enjoy the goodies can already. Haha!! We'll see how it goes then!

Anyway, yesterday school ended real early. So, my mother and I went to NTUC to get some grocery. While my mother was picking vegetables, I found this:

These are decorated Pumpkins! Sold at NTUC for $6.50 each! Ai yoh!! It's for decorative purposes! Damn! Hahah!! They look scary! Haha!! Enjoy!

2007-10-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Daughter: Daddy, why is the sky blue?
Daddy: Coz' Mother Nature want to match your pretty little eyes!
Daughter: Nope. Not even close. See, all cause of wavelengths that are diffuse by Oxygen and Nitrogen. Since blue has the shortest wavelength, it's diffused up to 10 times long. So the human eye sees more of it than any other colour. That's why the sky looks blue Daddy!
Daddy: Who taught you that?
Daughter: Mommy!

Haha! Bet you must be cursing me right now. As though I have no life. Btw, all that jazz was an advertisement on Internet Radio from years back. I was kind of obsessed with it as the 'Daughter's voice was DAMN cute la!! Haha!! So sorry for those who had to endure my nonsense before. Hehe!

Anyway, school's starting soon and I'm dreading it. I know, I know, I never seem to appreciate the events that are happening in my life. But I'll try my BEST ok! Hey! Speaking of appreciation, I would like to extend my GREATEST thanks to KELLY for treating me Lunch on Friday. We went to Vivo and ate at Secret Recipe. We flipped and contemplated on the food menu for so long... and ended up ordering nothing from the menu, but from the little promotions menu at the side of the table. Oops!

Well, here are some pics that I managed to take.

That's Kelly's. Tom Yum Pasta.

That's mine. Prawn (with heaps of chopped Garlic) Arabirata. (Something like that.)

That's our Dessert. Oreo Cheesecake. (I took a bite before taking pic)

The rest of the pics are with Kelly. Hehe. Anyway, I had a GREAT time eating! Haha!! Though the dose of Garlic was Overwhelming yet it was delicious! Yum! Yum! Till then!

2007-10-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya is Coming!!!

I'm very excited as it will be the day that I don't have to fast anymore! Haha!! Cunning I know...! Haha!! Well, I'm SUPER BUSY these few days preparing for The Day! Haha!! Busy..Busy...BUSY!! Haha!!!

There's so many things that are not done yet. I'm panicking and my mum going ballistic but my dad is BUSY with his hp and sitting at the sofa meditating. My brother is ALWAYS out! Treating this house as a hotel. Blah.

I have no comments.

Have a great DAY!!!

2007-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

2 Down
28 To Go.

Today’s break fast meal was a simple one – Tuna sandwiches and cup noodles. Since it was just the 2 of us (Mom and I) so, we kept things simple. Surprisingly it was very filling! Haha! Thankful.

As usual, my day went per normal, nothing fancy.

On the bright side, I was glad to go back to my sec school for Angklung. It felt so GOOD! After so LONG! When I arrived, my conductor told me “Rina! Take the Melody!” I was nervous as it’s been a while since I’ve touched the instruments. Plus, they were playing Quizas Quizas Quizas. I’ve wanted to learn that song but I can tell you, it was tough. I was stressed up a bit. But I managed and it felt good! I love the interlude part. I had so much energy when playing. Looking at the Juniors, they were exhausted! They got no drive during CCA. I was kind of angry at them for not even having the slightest enthusiasm! Okay, I know that they have been in school since morning, plus the weather wasn’t helping as it was gloomy. Fine, point taken. But all I have to say is that, they should have at least some life when coming for CCA. I’m not asking for Energetic beyond ballistic enthusiasm. All I’m asking is just some kind of motivation on their faces. When I looked at them, I felt I like taking my mallet and whack each and every one of them. But then they will hate me. So, all I did was to make silly jokes and made a fool out of myself. That perked them up somehow. I was glad though. Towards the end of practice then I felt that they were actually played well. Brava! Thank you Juniors! Keep up the good work.

Got back my exam results. It was VERY BAD. Nothing to feel proud of. I shall not dwell upon it for long. It’s deteriorating my spirit. Got to move on and take this as a lesson learnt – Got to be more hardworking next time.

Have a nice day!

2007-09-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Well Hello! Hello!! I have and announcement to make. It is now official that the start of the FASTING Month is on Thursday. Yes! Excited as I am, I hope that I will do a good job this year. Keeping my fingers crossed. Haha!

I discovered a very peculiar behaviour of my dad today. Well, after I had my dinner, I thought of indulging to Ben & Jerry’s Cookie Dough Ice Cream. (I’ve been eyeing for it for so long now). So I shared it with my parents. But once my dad tasted it, he kept eating it non-stop. Then I got a call from Kelly and we chatted for a while. After the conversation, I found out that the ice cream was half-full! I felt a tinge of anger as I only had a few spoonfuls myself. Apparently someone enjoyed the ice cream! Then, I came up with an excuse that the ice cream’s melting and thinking to put it back in the freezer. My dad murmured something with spoonful of ice cream in his mouth, “Might as well we finished it.” (Yeah, you are going to finish it for me aren’t you?) I thought. Luckily, my mom protested “Oi! The ice cream is expensive you know!” Finally, my dad gave it back like a surrendered soldier. Haha! Of course my mood was dampened when I saw the amount left in the carton. Haha! (So much for indulging the ice cream huh?) Right.

I am proud to say that I’ve finished reading all my 3 books! Haha!! Yes! Btw Kelly: I’m not setting up a Book Club here! Haha!! I’m happy to share my accomplishments to whoever’s out there. Haha! I’ve nothing to boast about here. The 3rd book is about how 3 friends started to get pregnant and all their dilemmas in their relationships together with very vivid descriptions written by the author about pregnancy. Haha! It’s good.

=)

2007-09-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

Question: Is it just me or the time’s been passing slowly?

Hmm… I dunno. Maybe I’ve been doing nothing productive lately. Just lazing around at home. Reading. Hah!

Speaking of reading, I’m done with my 2 books and starting on my third tomorrow. Surprising huh? Haha! Bet you’re thinking that’s impossible. Me either! Haha! The stories were rather interesting actually. One book is about how boy was abused badly by an alcoholic and chain smoker mother. Does that ring a bell? The child called IT? Yeah. But this book was written by his younger brother-Richard B. Pelzer. It’s a great book. It got me scared a little and sad for him. But it’s a good read. Next book it’s about this journalist disguised as another person in search for a life coach to change her life. Never did she know that her disguise was discovered by the life coach himself and then, things started to change for both him and her. It’s a very witty book with details that make you crave for more! LOL! Nice book to read. It’s rather confusing at first as the author was writing for many different characters using first person account. But I got the hang of it.

Okay. Enough about my reviews. I’m sounding more like a book critic. Haha! – WELCOME TO RINA’S BOOK CLUB! Hahah!!! Dream on….!!!

Anyway, I’m really excited to go out on Wednesday as finally the 4 of us unite as one! (Sound so Super heroic) Haha!! Kelly, Trish, Durga and I are going out! Durga used to complain that whenever she’s out with Trish and I, Kelly’s not and vice versa. So, now, both of them will make it! Good.

Fasting month is just weeks away and I’m excited. I’m excited as I’ll be baking cookies. Last year, my mom tried baking the Suji (Semolina cookies). After taking out from the oven, a handful of them were burnt. She gave up and waited for me to come back from school and finish from where she left off. When it’s done baking, she said “See! I know you’d do a better job! None were burnt! I can’t take this anymore.” She gave up and claimed that it’s “Leceh lah!” (Troublesome). So, it’s all up to me this year then! I can’t blame her for that. But when you talk about Hari Raya dishes, she’s the MASTER! No contender can match up to her. Haha!

Gosh! It’s not the fasting month yet and here I am talking about Hari Raya already! Shame on me! LOL!

Alrighty then! Enough for today. Shall update more soon! Ta! Ta!

2007-09-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers’ Day!

I didn’t have time to visit any of my teachers this year. I’m such a bad person when comes to special days like teaches’ day and birthdays. Haha! Forgive me for my blunt character.

But that does not mean that I don’t appreciate the teachers. I do appreciate them, but I’m not good at expressing my appreciation to them. Here’s a short message to all teachers that had taught me way back in primary school.

Dear Teachers
Thank you for all the knowledge that you have taught me. Although I wasn’t a good student that did well in my academics, nor have I behaved well in class. But I do appreciate your effort in ensuring that I do well and proceed on to the next level of education. Thank you and you will not be forgotten. =) Haha!!

I went to the library today to borrow some books and to my surprise the environment there was C-R-A-Z-Y!! Children were running everywhere, screaming and crying in the Adult section. Hmm…Guess the children can’t wait to grow up! Or perhaps the books in the children section were too ‘kiddy’ to their liking? Hah! Maybe. Hehe! Ah well they’re children, God’s gift to every parents.

Speaking of library, you might remember me saying that I’m not the reading type. But now, I guess I have to start reading as my English is weak. I write simple English – that was what commented by my tutor. Hmm... isn’t it good to write simple English so that others can understand? How difficult kind of English you want me to write? Maybe like this?

“Oh Romeo! Romeo?! Where for art thou?”

“Lend me your ears” or even

“I would die a thousand deaths just to be with you”

Is that how it’s suppose to be? Hmm…I guess I have a long way to go. So worse come to worse, the remedy to better English is READING. Ugh.

I borrowed a couple of books today. Hope that I will be able to finish them before the due date. Hah! It will be a BIG accomplishment if I get to finish all the books. But come to think of it, that I’m a rather slow reader, a big possibility that I might not finish the whole lot! Hah! I’m goin nuts here! GOD!!

2007-09-01T01:11:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone! Or perhaps it’s just me. Forgive me for the long absence due to the reason that I was having my exams. Yes. It wasn’t a pleasant period to talk about let alone think of it. SO, now it’s all OVER! Thankfully.

First up, I would like to THANK to ALL of my FRIENDS for their well wishes on my Birthday. I know I’m 18 days late in thanking everyone. SO THANK YOU again. I got my birthday cake a week later. I shall not be fussy about it. The cake was FANTASTIC!

On Thursday was my last paper. After which, Kelly, Trish and I went to watch Hairspray at The Cathay. The movie was great! The moment the movie started, the man who was sitting next to me changed seat somewhere in front. It was a great decision made by him as I felt a little restricted as I would make loads of noise/comments during the movie. Throughout the movie, the 3 of us made so much noise! The Ooooh!!!, Aahh!!! and OHMYGOD!s were all out! Haha! I really enjoyed the movie very much!

On Friday I got a new phone. Yes. Yes. You heard me right. A brand NEW phone. My dad paid for it of course. It’s a Birthday Gift from my family. Thank You! I really like my phone. Right now, no more “Rina, when are U gonna change your phone?” or “Rina change your damn phone lah!” No more! Haha!! Sorry Trish, and Kelly! Hehe!!

So, these are the happenings so far. More to come, I promise since I’m having my holidays now. Hurrah! Haha!!! Till then, have a nice weekend!

2007-08-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

It seems that I have been spending a lot of time doing nothing useful. Either I just sit and stare into blank space in my room, stuff myself with junk food or drown myself with music. I really don't know why. Exams are only 2 weeks away and I have not started studying. Even if I tried studying, my mind will start floating away. I can't concentrate. I can't focus myself to studying. I have no idea why I am acting like this.

My mom called me as a USELESS daughter the other night. That night, she didn't sleep with me in the room. The next day, she didn't talk to me till today. I as my part, just kept quiet in the house and make as little noise as I could. Every now and then, I could sensed that she's angry at me at everything I do in the house. I feel sad. Hai. Nowadays, she would wake me up once and then ignore me. I could sensed it in her voice that she's still angry at me. What am I suppose to do? Hai.....

2007-08-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

I guess I have to forgo the opportunity of buying a new phone. I know I should've changed it LONG time ago. But hey! I guess it ain't happening now.

Yesterday (Friday), I dropped my phone in school when I was in a hurry to submit my report. After which I realised that the speaker didn't work. Meaning: If someone calls me, there'd no sound coming out of it though it wasn't on silent mode. Knowing about it, I had to hold my phone wherever I'd go and ever few minutes I had to check for missed calls. At that time, I thought maybe it was a sign for me to really change phone. Good timing! With the fact that the On button was broken. So, I thought I really can get a new phone. Went to Trish's house to celebrate her b'day! Had loads of fun catching up! haha!! Anisah, Kelly, Shuo Ke, Edna (VERY LONG NEVER SEE HER) and her bf, Shaun. It was great!! ahah!! Had loads of fun!! I left her house at 1030pm.

The next day, I had a function at my aunt's house. Food was served the traditional way. Nasi Ambeng (Rice with a LOT of dishes) served on top of Banana Leaf on a BIG Tray! One tray was shared with 4-6 persons. In the tray, dishes like Opor Ayam (Chicken in Coconut Milk with spices of course), Spicy Ikan Bilis with peanuts, Acar (Spicy pickled cucumber and carrots), Beef Rendang, Uraban (Bean sprout salad), and Sambal Belacan. The serving was HUGE!! It was BEST eaten when HOT! Gives it more Omph! Haha! Went home at around 8pm. Then, I was fiddling with my phone wondering why there's no sound. I opened it, hit the phone a few times and Voila! It has sounds!! WHOOHOO!! I was surprised myself! Hahah!!! Eureka!! It worked! Haha!! Guess buying a new phone gotta wait a little longer! Unless another Major drop of my phone that it will break into pieces, then I will buy a new phone. Haheh!! Guess I've saved a LOT of trouble! Haha!!!

2007-07-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there, back again. Perhaps nobody is reading my blog as I don't update it frequently like a true believer. So, here's something for the record.

Early this week went swiftly, everything went out OK nothing too dramatic, but when comes mid week, disaster struck! Remember the 'F'? Yeah. F suck on my blood again!!! UGH!!! I feel like punching, pulling, and put F in the blender and blend F till there's nothing left of F. Yeah! I want F to go away SO BAD! I dun want to talk about it as it will make me mad all over again!!! UGH!!! DIE F DIE!!!

However, I have calm myself down and did some cheering up with the help of a movie and a little time alone. Ahh..I feel better now. I shall not spoil my start of the weekend. No way!!

With the chilly weather with me, I guess I will do just fine for the weekend. Ha! I know, it looks like I have no social life beyond my school life. Well, you're wrong. I do have a life. I do go out and let loose. Not extremely loose and wild. Haha!!

Happy WEEKEND!!

2007-07-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

Almost a month ago was my last entry. WOW! That was ages ago! Haha!! I'm packed with school projects and their deadlines are close to each other. So my life is kind of jammed! I hate it! Well, I guess I'm gonna talk about my school life again, knowing that some of you might find it boring or its the same bloody old damn thing over and over again. Well, people, nothing is gonna stop me. So beat it!

In one of my subjects - It shall not be named. We had to do a report on a topic of our choice. BUT one of my group member, let's call the person "F" has really got into my nerves beyond my tolerance level. At one point of our meeting, I was given the task to type out our survey. I made a mistake. I didn't noticed it. Until one day during class, F asked me "Rina, did you typed according to the darft?" I said "yes." F then told me the mistake that I made and said this to me, " Next time, pay attention during the meetings." (Something like that, I can't remember the exact words.) I was totally shocked and angry at F for confronting the group abruptly. Later than I found out from my other frens that F had a bad mood over something that was broken. So, F had to somehow vent the anger at the group. Cool Huh?!

From then on, whenver we had a meeting, I kept my distance from F and be of no trouble to the group. Actually, whenever there's meeting, it seems that my 3 other frens and I were left astray. F were doing most of the work. SO, the 4 of us decided to be the follower and just agree to the things that F says since whatever ideas we contributed, F will find a way to say it's wrong, or change the whole thing. F wants to do everything! I find that F is a one-man show kind of thing. THAT! Really hit my nerves. My work was not even taken to consideration at all! Let alone my other members. So much for calling this a group work. I hate it! I can't stand F!!! Right now, F doesn't even interact with me. So selfish.

However, this time round, we are stuck together as a group again to do the final project. This time, I am not making this an issue for me anymore because I rather choose not to be bothered about this childish thing. From now on, I will be myself and not be bothered about what my classmates think of me. I've had enough of it.

If ever F or any one of my classmates happen to read this and somehow F finds out, all I want to say is this, "I don't care what you think of me. I feel that whatever you did to the group was not neccessary and also it was hurtful. You should have confronted in a more democratic way and not to hurt people's feelings. We are students, we tend to make misktakes. Learn to loosen up a little, don't be too serious ALL the time. You got to have balance in both work and joke time."

There. I thought I'd be upfront about it. It has been affecting me for the past few weeks, and I'm stupid enough to brood over it, keep blaming myself for making that one stupid mistake and cracking my brain to try and fit in. Another silly mistake. Hai.... But right now, I'm Ok. I'm still trying to cope with this group. Ironically, I have no problems with my other subjects group members. Hehe!!

By the way, exams are coming and I have not started studying and I'm hoping very hard that I will PASS ALL MY EXAMS!! Goodnight!

2007-06-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

This always happen every time I log into Blogger. The brain goes blank. The irritating part is that I want to blog about something, but it just slipped out of my mind the moment I logged on. Stupid right? Why does this always happen to me? Is it because I just don't know where to start? Or is it because I might hurt people's feelings? Or even I might make people think "So VAIN! So BOLD!" That kind of thing you know? So this makes it even harder for me. I have to choose my words right.

So right now, I have nothing to say. Funny how my other friends can afford to diligently update their blog with such interesting events happening in their life. What? Does that mean that I'm leading such a pathetic life? Maybe. But I wish to think otherwise. Haha! Give me some motivation. (...)

But I do realize that I tend to keep things to myself. Every ounce of anger, sadness and hatred I bottle them up. I know that it is not a good thing to be doing but who am I suppose to turn to? These stuff are WAY too Personal to talk about. Hai...But never mind.

I'll find a solution.

2007-06-16T18:59:00.000+08:00

There's one more week left till school starts all over again. Hai.... Just thinking of it makes me disappointed. Hai.. I just don't know why the hell am I being so negative about school. I need something to perk me up and give me a whole new meaning to go to school. Ha.. Guess, I'll have to wait for a little bit longer. And help be better on its way.

Firstly, I slept at 3am yesterday due to watching Prison Break Season 2. The ending of the season SUCK! BIG time!!! It's a total waste of time!! The season ends with a HUGE HANGER! It makes the viewers kind of curse at the last scene. Yeah.. That was how it made me feel. But there's season 3 of course. Like duh! But I hope it's a good one.

This morning, my mom woke me up at 7:45 am and told me if I wanted to accompany her for breakfast at Aljunied. At first, I was so against it as I was damn sleepy till I can't even open my eyes! But then, I thought what the hell, it's not like I've always have breakfast with my mom. Haha!! So, I agreed and she told me that she's leaving at 9am! She also tricked me into waking up at that moment by saying it was 8:30am! BUT! It was only 8am! DAMN! So I slept for another half hour. But actually, it took another 10 mins for me to get my ass off the bed. HAha!! DAMN tired! I've never been so tired! hahha!!!

We had Prata for breakfast. Mmmm!!! Yummy! Haha!! It's been awhile though. Hahaa!! After that, we went to Geylang Market. It was crowded and humid. Reached home felling all drained! Hhah!!! Maybe it was the weather that made me feel so lousy! Haha!!

I've found this song rather addictive. Haha!! The singer has a good voice! Wow! Haha!!

They try to make me go to rehab
I said NO...NO .....NO! -Amy Winehouse-

2007-06-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

It took me 37 mins to finally type something here. That's how long my brain took to have an idea. As I am typing this, my brain is still warming up. haha!!

Went out with Trish n Durga to Marina Sq. Had lunch there. Each of us ordered food that was out of our taste buds - so to speak. I ordered Chicken Chop Noodle. In the picture, the noodle looked non-spicy. But instead, I got Chicken Chop Tom Yum Noodle. Right. The gravy looked spicy. Thinking that I might need a gallon of water, but it turns out that the soup was rather tasty. It has this creamy taste but was not too spicy at all! I liked it though. The chicken portion was big. Nice. But the veggies, I got the stems instead of vegetables. Haha!!

Trish ordered 'Vibrating Noodle' - mentioned by Durga. Haha!! She had somewhat chicken curry noodle served wrapped in aluminium foil. Weird.

As for Durga, she ordered - Prawn and Crabstick Claypot Rice with Burnt Smell! hahaha!! The rice looked white on top, but black inside the claypot! Haha!!! Weird!

That was one helluva lunch!! Haha!!!

After that, we walked aimlessly around and finally settled at Coffee Bean. We sat there for hours and chatted!! A LOT!! Hhaaa!!!! I had such great time with them!!! Haha!!!!

Went home and the boredom started kicking in. Hai.....

Hope that I've not made you drool earlier.

Term Break Starts

2007-06-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

Finally I can have a breather from all the buzz of sch life. No more late night mugging. Ha! Got to redeem my leisure time back! Big time! Haha!!

A got a relapse of fever and cough. But this time, the cough plus runny nose were the killer. I had difficult time doing my tests with mucus keep coming out. I'm still having cough. UGH!

My cousin is over at my house and he plans to stay here for 4 days! WOW! So far, he's rather irritating and yet adorable. haha!! Went swimming with my brother and him. We had so much fun! Seeing him in my brother's old swimming trunks makes me laugh! Plus! The vibrations of his stomach and "Breasts" underwater were hilarious! I almost got water in my nose while I laughed under water. Hehe!! Got sunburn now. Hehe!!

Tomorrow, I'll go out for the 4th time in a week! Going out with my frens! I miss them so much! Haha!! Guess my life is kind of happening right now huh? Well, wait till sch starts. It's going to be a chore and a routine. I bet. B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!!

Well, I have one mission that I want to accomplish before sch starts. I want to CLEAN my room!! YES!! I have all the time in the world to do just that!! Haha!!! Make sure dust-free and dengue free! haha!! Lame! Haha!!! SORRY!! Haha!!! K la!! got to go!!!

2007-05-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

Updates to my so-called 'happening' life.

On the 24th, I watched Pirates of the Caribbean at World's End. It's MAGNIFIQUE!!! I enjoyed every moment of the movie. Orlando Bloom looked so CUTE!! hahaa!!! Especially when he wore that red/maroon bandana! OOhhh!!! He looks more like an Italian rather than an English! Must be the make-up and that dirt that makes him darker. haha!!! Keira looked suffocated wearing the chineseish costume. Gee!!! But the Best of all is Captain Jack Sparrow!! Oohh la la... I love his walk! Hhaaha!! The drunken man walk. Haha!!!

That's that.

Did 2 class tests and I think I might flunk it. I'm so DEAD! That's a wake up call for me. I need to buck up! Be more focus. Be more control of my life. Because right now, it's going haywire!! I hate it! Don't even ask me why. It's tough.

Anyway, within this month alone, I bought a total of 4 CD albums!! Shocking! Haha!!! I'm going insane. Haha!! And I'm happy that I bought them. Hhehe!!

Holidays are coming soon. But I have 3 other subjects to study for tests. Shit. There's a lot to study and the best part is that I can't understand the topic! Let alone memorize it! HOW? I need GOD's HELP AGAIN! I know, I'm not shy to ask for His help. But I hope that He will help me! PLEASE!! HAha!!

Well, I've just found this song from the movie Grease. It's nice! Here's the lyrics.

Tears on my Pillow
You don't remember me
But i remember you
Twas not so long ago
You broke my heart in two

Tears on my pillow
Pain in my heart
Caused by you, you ooh ooh (you, ooh ooh)

If we could start a new
I wouldn't hesistate
I'd gladly take you back
And tempt the hands of faith

Tears on my pillow
Pain in my heart
Caused by you, you, you, you, you

Love is not a gaget
Love is not a toy
When u find the one you love
They'll feel your heart with joy
(oh oh oh oh) repeated

If we could start a new
I wouldn't hesistate
I'd gladly take you back
And tempt the hands of faith

Tears on my pillow
Pain in my heart
Caused by you, you (you ooh ooh)

2007-05-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

Back from where I left off. I was feeling under the weather for the past week. Had a fever. Now still suffering from sore throat,blocked nose and coughing. I'm having a DAMN sexy voice ahaha!! Sometimes, I will sound so MANLY! Cool huh? hahah!!! Even my mum can't recognize my voice over the phone.

Nothing INTERESTING happened in my life. So, there's nothing much to talk about. Well, that shows how my life is nowadays. I realised that I'm less talkative in class. My participation or enthusiasm level is down the drain. I tend to stare into blank space a lot! Feeling lousy and moody every now and then. In short, I hate myself now. Also I hate the fact that I am not whom I used to be. It's disgusting! My life is a routine now. No more friends to go to school or home with, no one understand my sarcasm anymore. ARGH!! I hate it! At times, I couldn't sleep at night for no reason. Somtimes, I forgot to eat and at times I EAT as if there's no tomoro! What am I suppose to do?! Help.

The only thing that keeps me goin is my CCA. That's when the time I let ALL my bad energies GO! Played Samba music till I go crazy! hahah!! And my mum that keeps me like a little girl. Hahaa!!!! I love My MUM a LOT! She's my pillar of strength. Don't know what will I do without her.

So, there. my SQUARED life in Macpherson. haha!

Monumental day for me

2007-05-06T15:20:00.001+08:00

I hope this works. This is my first time putting a song in this blog. Hope it really works. Enjoy.

Dealing with the shock.

2007-05-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

I know I have not been updating. It's not my fault. I just didn't have the time.

Scholl have started for me now. I'm currently in Temasek Poly doing leisure & Resort Mgmt. Sounds fun huh?1 Yeah wait till you hear how many projects I have to do and deal with people that are SUPER shy! Every subject I take have a project. I rather kill myself. Haha!!

I joined Samba Percussion Ensemble. Cool huh? At least I join a CCA that I like! No more leadership shit for me anymore! I have retired from it! ahahah!!!

I have a good class. But I have yet to discover their flaws and their true colours. Hmm....

Enough about my school. Everytime I think of it, my tummy hurts. I guess I have yet to adapt to sch and really break out of my shell and enjoy sch. I'm having difficulty in it though. Hai. Never mind. I have to bear with as I am the one who wanted to get into a poly so bad. So now I've achieved my goal and it's time for me to make it work! GOD I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP YET AGAIN! PLEASE!!!!!!

So, to all of you out there. Here's something for you to keep you occupied. Till then, wish me luck?! Haha!!

2007-04-06T17:14:00.000+08:00

Hope that everyone is having a Good Friday today. Lame. Haha! Forgive me. Haha!

Well here I am once again to update my blog. -Sigh-

First of all, I have checked my results. I did well and I'm thankful for that. -Thank YOU GOD! - A burden has lifted from my shoulders but now I have to wait for the letter from Poly. Hopefully I will be accepted into TP. Haiz!

However, I'm facing a crisis in my house. My parents are still not happily talking to each other due to a comment my mum said to my dad. Plus, my dad is one hell of a sensitive person. So now, they both using Q & A method. One ask and the other answer. How irritating it is right?! I know very well that my mum doesn't enjoy this treatment as I could see it from her facial expression. Also I can very well know that my dad is really enjoying it. HAIZ!!! DAMMIT!

I have a problem with my right toe. Part of my nail tore and came off due to a recent knock at the edge of my closet! It's been 2 days and still painful. I can't stand it especially when the cut come in contact with water. OUCH! Looking at it now, I can see some blood stain on it. YUCK!

Ok shall not talk abt disgusting stuff.

Random Thought: Do you really get frustrated when you make your order clearly at crowded food stall and still the stall helper got it mixed up after confirming your order a few times? Who should we blame?

2007-04-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the day that will determine whether I'm qualified to further my studies into a Polytechnic. Tomorrow is my exam results.

It's mind-boggling to even think about it. It's killing me softly.

Dear GOD: Please help me. Please let me pass my exam with Flying colours. I realli don't want to disappoint my mother anymore. Please. Help Me! Thanks.

There's nothing much to blog about as you know the tension I'm feeling right now about what my results will be. So, here's wishing ALL THE BEST OF LUCK TO ALL MY CLASSMATES!!

I might have an early night tonight.

2007-03-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm back from a week long of absence. Pardon me.

I went for my class chalet on the 26th till 28th. It was VERY interesting and I had LOADS of FUN! Haha!! I enjoyed the BBQ especially when Wahida and I were feeding each other with melted marshmellows dipped with chocolate sauce under the moonlight! Seductively sinful I know! Hahah!!! Other than that, I enjoyed the chalet very much.

Funny how bloggers blog about the simplest things in their life. Before blogging, I went to 'blog surf' to strangers' blogs. People from Canada, USA, even in Turkey have rather interesting blogs. Haha!!! They seems to be leading an interesting life where ever they are. One talk about their trip to Chicago, and one talk about how's life being a mother. Haha!! Very interesting indeed.

Listening to songs now, and somehow this 2 particular songs made me feel all sappy and crappy inside. Hai. Make me miss this someone in particular. Ha! I would die to see this person again! Damn! It's not helping Rina!

Hai...All I can say is this, "How I wish you could be mine..."

Gotta go now. Hope to have a pleasant dream. Nite!

2007-03-25T13:09:00.000+08:00

Staying at home doing nothing is suicidal I tell you. Feel so lethargic at home. That's how I felt for the past few days.

But I'm not complaining. In fact, I've found something beneficial to do.

I went back to my sec sch for ANGKLUNG! Hahah!!! Something that I ADORE!!! This year they will be competing again at S'pore C'ference Hall. Hopefully this time, they will get Gold with Honours!

It feels good to be back there. This time round, the group has more boys compared to last 2 years. Although it's still more of female-dominate group, but at least the boys have made themselves recognized! Hahah!!! Met an old fren of mine. Surprisingly how 2 years can change a person's appearance. Hahah!!! I hope that Macpherson Sec will get GOLD with HONOURS this time! ALL THE BEST PEEPS!!

Tomorrow will be my class chalet at Pasir Ris! Wohhoo!! So excited!!! hahhhah!!! Hope we will have loads of fun!!!

K gotta go! Packing my stuff soon!! ahahah!!!

2007-03-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

I, Hosrina Bte Hosri of former class ISF would like to DECLARE that I have GRADUATED from ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL BISHAN CAMPUS. As of now 16 March 2007 after completing HigherNitec Business Studies (Administration) I shall PRONOUNCE that I AM FREE from School, Studies, Projects and ridiculous teachers until further notice.

Finally.

2 years gone just like that.

Did my first and only paper-Principles of Marketing on 13 March 2007. The paper was challenging. I almost forgot about the definition of 'Sales Promotion' until I wrote the word encourage. If not for that word, I would have failed to attempt the question. Thank GOD for that! Overall, I managed to answer all the required questions. I'm glad that it's now over and I'm leaving it to GOD to help me pass with flying colours. Hopefully I can enter into a Polytechnic for further studies.

As of right now, I am slacking at home and nothing to do besides this-blogging. It seems that time passes slowly. I wished that time would pass slowly during my revision week for Exams, but ironically it passed so fast that I couldn't figure out what day it was. Damn! But now, I guess I shall not complain about it. heheh.

Well, I have to spend and enjoy this break to catch up on things with old friends and things that I used to do during my free time. First item on my mind, Clean my room.

Dammit. I hate it. It's a never ending task. Help me. I shall do it one of these days after I gather potential energy.Hehehe

That's about it la. hahahah!!! Shall update soon.

2007-03-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

2 days left for school
4 days till our exam
End of ITE.

I refuse to accept it. I can't believe that 2 years just came and now it's ending! Hai. I don't know, it's me who's feeling crappy about ITE school life ending soon. I've never felt so crappy about this in secondary school. In fact, I felt glad that it was ending. But now, I'm feeling the impact of graduating. Shit. I'm so not loving it.

Before I entered ITE, I hated it. But now, 2 years have passed and I hate to end it. Contradicting huh? Tell me about it.

Ok. All I can say now is that I'm happy to have friends that I'm having now. I treasure them very much. You all know who y'all are. Hope that I've been a good friend you.

Ok. Exam is only 4 days away. I have 11 chapters to study. How?! But now, I am waiting for American Idol but now busy studying. HAhah!!!! DAMN!!! Hhahaha!!! It looks like I have to stay up late again. HAI YO!!! HATE IT LA!!! When I'm deprived from enough sleep, I'm a cranky person.

OK!! gtg! American Idol NOW!!! Parliament OVER!!!

BYE!!!

2007-02-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! or HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!! Which ever one you prefer.

I went visiting to Sam's place. I was rather late because the bus a) took so long to arrive and b) drove at SUPER SLOW speed. I was practically cursing under my breath at the bus driver. However, I kind of forgave him because maybe he's in the festive mood and maybe also he couldn't go visiting as he has to work. So my cursing stopped after reaching the 5th bus stop.

At Sam's place few of my good friends were there - Jessica, Shuo Ke, Durga, Trishma and Wen Xiang. But Shi Ting and Wahida left right before I arrived. They all had 'I've eaten loads of goodies and now I am sleepy' look on their faces. As for me, I had the 'I've not had my breakfast and lunch, so I need food fast' look. Heheh. The moment I sat down, Sam served me with drinks, food and more food!!! I was shocked as she didn't give me the chance to catch my breath. There were Fried Bee Hoon, Fish Fillet, Hot Dogs, Chicken Curry and Hash Browns. Then, the new year goodies. There were Pineapple tarts, all kinds of nuts, Ferrero Roche, Dove Chocolates, Love Letters, and more chocolates!!!

All of us ate too much chocolates untill it made an effect on our behaviour. All of us just started laughing at the simplest jokes and came up with some censored ones. So I came up with this excuse "It has to be the chocolates" and every one burst out laughing. Some of us were feeling 'high' and laughed like hyennas. I almost got my asthma attack. At one point, Trish's cold water was spilled onto Durga's pants and she reacted hysterically!!! Hahah!!! Should have taken a photo of her reaction. Hahah!!! Both Trish and Durga wet their pants and we all laughed at it!! Hahah!!! All in the name of fun. The most important thing was that everyone enjoyed it!

Well, school starts tomorrow. Ah! I hate the fact that its back to school. How dreadful it will be. We have to face the most recent irritating teacher ever! You people know who I'm talking about. hhehehe!!! Back to that nonsense! ugh!! But thankfully, it's going to be the shortest week ever because this friday, it's a holiday!!! Whoopiiee!!! All the teachers will be attending some kind of meeting where they had to declare a state of emergency a.k.a a non-official holiday for the school. Hahaha!!! We students are more than elated to hear the news!! ahahha!!! So, not so bad la... even before we can tolerate the nonsense that we are getting, it's the holidays again!! hahaha!!!

Till then, I'm done!!!

2007-02-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm back. I know - not surprised. Never mind then. This will be a short entry as I know everyone else are in the festive mood.

So, I would like to wish all Chinese HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! 'Nian nian yiou yi' hahahahahha...Hope got that right. To the rest, just enjoy this few days of holidays.

Updates on D & D. It was the most memorable night for me. This was because I enjoyed every second of it. Took LOADS of pics with frens, get to see how they doll themselves up and looking at their best. Sang One Sweet Day with Jannah and won 5th prize for lucky draw and DANCED like there was no tomorrow. hehehe!!! I shouted so much till I really lost my voice. I sounded like a total transvastite!!! Hilarious!!! I love my hair done by my mum! Thanks A LOT MUM!!!! Overall, I was a happy person when I left the hotel. hahah!!!

Well, to end off this entry, I would like to post this Chorus from the song "Love You Lately" by Daniel Powter

I'm the one that loves you lately
You and me we got this great thing
And we're the only ones that around
We're the only ones that around
This babylon

...Read on...

2007-02-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hello there. I thought to post an entry just before watching American Idol later at 10pm. While waiting, I'm also waiting to load "Boogie Wonderland" by Earth, Wind & Fire video. It is a groovy song that has been my favourite for quite some time now. Hahah!! For those who are curious, go check it out. However, don't bother about their costume as that song is sort of from the 70's. So, expect realli bold colours and HUGE Shoulder Paddings!!! Hahah!!! But most importantly is the song. I bet you'll groove to it!! hahah!!!

Also, this morning I've faced my CA Excel like a true soldier. Hahah!!! Why? Well, because I'm realli not good at Excel due to all the formulas that you have to come up with. It's crazy!! I re-typed the whole table twice! in the first 10 mins of the exam. I almost went bonkers when comes to the part where I have to figure out which formula to use. My eyes nearly went crossed!! >_< hahah!!! Then there was a question where we had to do a pivot table. Before doing it, I had a feeling that I'll get it wrong. True enough! I got this in my table "N/A", "#DIV" etc... as though the comp was cursing at me in computer language!! hahah!! All I did was keep pressing all the options buttons to get rid of those 'expletives' ahhaha!!! Finally....!!! I got it right!! ahhaha!!! I was glad. HAi!! Then comes to the printing massacare!!! OH GOD!! I print the 1st page and it turned out that I got 1 stupid column at page 2. ARGH!!!!!!!!! I resized the whole thing till my hands went numb!! Imagine that!! hahaha!!! Finally....at the final minutes of the exam, I got everything done. PHew!!! I shall not elaborate on it anymore.

BTW.....!!! Tomorrow is GRADUATION NITE!!! WHOOHOO!!!!!! I can't wait!!!! I bet people will look glamorous!!!!!

Thought I get it out.

2007-02-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

February 4th 2007.
10 days till Valentine's Day (Just so you'd know)

This year, like every other years I will be spending my Valentine's Day watching the tellie with my family. Boring? Hah! I'm left with no other choice. Well, to all who are in love, or think that they are in love, good for you. Go get a date!! Hahah!!!

Back to me. Hehe. Blogging has been the hot topic for the past few days in school. Students are not the issue here. It's the more higher educated people. It's all about getting even with the owner and the reader. [ How pathetic can it be ] If someone were to bitch about me on his/her blog, be my guest. Becoz, I have better things to do for myself rather than to entertain some bunch of 'I-have-nothing-else-better-to-do' people bullshitting about me. Also, I really hope that the culprit will get retribution. Hey, like the ole saying goes: What goes around, comes around. Like a boomerang! hahah!!! That's just my point of view and what I'd do. Hehe.

One more thing about me is that I'm sort of a "FRIEND RENTAL FOR FREE" at no extra charge. If you need a friend, or when your other good friends are not around, call or look for me. I'm always available for everyone. Plus! It's free! If you don't need me anymore, just ignore me. Treat me like a total stranger - I'm getting the hang of it though. So, remember people when you think you need a friend, call me and I'll be there! Don't worry, I'll make you feel better.

Wishful Thinking

2007-01-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hi all. On my way home, I was thinking about me in the future. What lies ahead for me? What to expect? What I want to achieve in the future? Will I be a happier person? Will I survive all the obstacles that awaits me. Those questions made me think real hard and it somehow made me feel scared and sad. I know it's rather silly to think about this and feel so negatively about it. But I wasn't aware about it. It just hits me in the face. Bam!

I feel that I am not ready for this. I think I might not be able to handle the burden, sacrifices need to be made and be able to face any consequences. I might just break down and call it quits. However, there's another part of me who wants to fight and smell success and just be happy.

I feel like going to someplace far, so far that no one knows me so that I can start afresh. Only then, I don't have to be a chamelion - be in a constant change to please others. It's like there's no time for ME. Just me.

People say that I am always happy. I have nothing to worry about. No problems to think about. I'm a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY person. Right. How I wish those assumptions are true. Wouldn't it be nice huh?

I shall end this entry here.

It's been a while

2007-01-22T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello!! Hello!! Everyone!!! Hahah!!! Sorry for the late updates!! Hehehe!!! Didn't mean it!! Heheheh!!! By the way, how's everyone? Good? Cool! As I am writing my blog, I am waiting for videos of Wentworth Miller to be uploaded. hHahah!!!

YESH!!! I am CRAZY about Wentworth Miller!!! Hahah!!! In case those of you who have no idea who is he, well, he's the guy from Prison Break! Character Name: Michael Scofield. Heheh!!! I was interested in Prison Break when it first started. But I missed the first 10 mins of episode 1. How Stupid can it be right? Anyway, after watching the episode, I have been a loyal fan of Prison Break and Michael Scofield. hehehe!!! For Obvious reason. No need further clarifications!!! ahahaha!!! Cheeky huh? I know!! Hahha!! I am not shy!! Hahaha!!! hhahah!!! I am just excited la!!! Ok...enuff said about him. Hahah!!

Oh By the way, all Mastercard Ex-Ambassadors HAVE NOT GOTTEN OUR PAY!!!! WHERE THE BLOODY HELL IS IT??? WE WANT A RAISE!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! There. Thought of getting it off my chest.

I just had Marketing CA this morning. The paper was OK. Thank God I studied and managed to answer the questions. But my hands were tired and sweaty after writing for 45 mins. Damn!!! It's been a long time since I write!! Hahah!! I am quite satisfied with my answers. I hope to get good marks for it!! PLEASE GOD! HELP ME!! PLEASE! THANKS. I am proud of myself today. Yeah! A pat on the back! "Piak! Piak!" Ouch!

The next achivement that I made was to bring a bag that is less than a 2 kilo!!! Hahah!!! I am labelled as the 'stone bag carrier'! hahah!!! In my bag I would put an umbrella, my gigantic water bottle, books, and other junk. Basically, I used to SHOVE EVERYTHING in there. But now, I carry a small bag, but my frens still say that it's still heavy. But to me, it's light. Nvm. But I am a Happy person now! I feel more carefree. Oh god! I sound like a commercial adversiting for sanitary pads...'you'll feel carefree...' hahahaha!!! Sorry for the uncensored. hehhehe!!! Yup!! So another pat on the back! 'PIAK! PIAK'!! ai yoh!!!! hahahha!!!

K lah, that's about all I would like to blog. It's time for me to enjoy more of Wentworth Miller videos!!!! Adios!!!!

Boxing Day

2006-12-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happy Boxing Day to all who celebrated Christmas yesterday. :p

Before moving on, let us pay tribute to the Late LEGENDARY James Brown who died today at the age of 76. He has inspired other music artists Michael Jackson and many R&B , Hip hop artists...The Late James Brown was known for songs like 'I Feel Good" and "Please Please Please". So, let's take this opportunity to ponder on music legends that have left this world...Appreciate them...

Ok. Back.

Finally MasterCard Promotion is OVER!! Hai!! hahah!!! I am proud to say that I got through that shit! Though it was the FIRST time for me to do such a job - face the public!! I kind of enjoyed it! hhaaha!! I met ALL kinds of PEOPLE! Some easy to handle, some were just HARDCORE!!! I also gained a lot of experiences on how to approach people...but sad to say some of my tactics had been 'copyrighted' by others. So, I can't do anything but to just SHUT UP as I might hurt people's feelings if I were to be frank. hai.. One GREATEST LESSON LEARNT: SILENCE IS ALWAYS GOLDEN (meaning: I'd rather keep my comments to myself if not, I'm asking for trouble.)

All in all, I would say that working for MasterCard is one HELL OF AN EXPERIENCE!!!! hHAhahha!!! Some good ones, and handful of BAD Ones!! haha!!!

Well, enjoy ripping off those presents you got and for those who ain't got any, enjoy the rain!!!! Whohooo!!!

Boxing Day

2006-12-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

MASTERCARD.

2006-11-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

25 November 2006

This date is important to me. This date shall determine whether I have 'thick skin' when promoting Mastercard or am I a person with no 'backbone' need to be spoon fed. Haha!!! Well, this is because, I am participating (I am trying my best to 'understand' what the hell will I be doing) in the Mastercard Promotion as Brand Ambassador.

First of all, this is my first time working with the public where by I have to communicate with people. I am not use to this kind of communication. Also I am FREAKING NERVOUS ABOUT IT!!! I AM SCARED THAT I MIGHT JUST STUMBLE ON MY WORDS OR EVEN WORST, BRAIN DAMANGE!! I am so HOPING FOR THE BEST!!! And the BEST part of all, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW THE HELL THIS PROMOTION REALLY WORKS!! Seriously, I mean the Advertising company has been coming to my school and telling us how the promotion works bla...bla...bla.... But every time they come, all the more I am hearing different versions of the promotion! DAMN!!! I didn't know explaining a promotion in English can be so hard to deliver and difficult to understand!!! Ai YO!!!!!

Right now, I am really freaking out la!! I am praying that everything will be OK!

Dear GOD,
I know I have not been a really good follower but can YOU help me? Please give me strength and determination to face the public when I am promoting. Please do not let my brain fail me when I'm under pressure. I hate it so much. Please. I hope this is PEANUT for YOU. Please.... :)!!

To who ever is reading this, please hope that my group and I and also who ever is doing the same thing as me, that we will have a smooth sailing promotion and that nothing bad will happen to us. OK?! THANKS!! :))

Where I left Off...

2006-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

At this point of my life right now, it's nothing but problem after problem. I feel like it's never gonna end. Even if it ever ends, I will shave my head BALD! Hahah!!!

However, it's never gonna happen....because problems are perpetual irritation/diesease!!! hahahaha!!! We humans can never run away from it!!! Na Ah!!!

Ok, let me get this straight. I have to worry about BL Nite that's happening this friday. I have not get things done proper. Decorations, programme, brownie, and many other stuff. HAI!!! I can't wait for it to be over. At least I get one load off my shoulder. Dear God: I know that You have plan this to happen for a very long time. THANKS for it! Next time, can You give me a warning first before You throw it down to me? Can? Thanks once again.

Next thing that I have to worry about is the Master Card Campaign. First of all, the reason why I participated in this campaign is because I will be paid and it's an alternative for me to get grades for my Marketing subject. However, after going through many monotonous briefings, and shits that we all got, I feel like withdrawing from it totaly. But it's too late now. I know, it's rather a childish decision to make and I will give people the impression that I am not a risk taker or a spoilt brat. So, in order not to let anyone down, I will take accept this challenge and face it like a pro! hahaha!!! Hopefully I am satisfied and proud of what I will achieve at the end of the road later. GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

This morning, Mrs Heng presented an award to Nareeza for scoring straight As for the first year in HigherNitec from LBKM (Some malay Welfare organisation) Congrats to her! I'm a bit jealous though, but in a good way. Meaning I want to achieve like her. Not neccessarily in ITE, but maybe in Poly? Let's pray hard OK!!! hahah!!!!

That's about it though. Till then......Peace be upon you....hahahahha!!!!

Happy DeepaRaya

2006-10-22T19:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Deepavali To ALL HINDUS!!!! HAHAHAH!!!! I knoe I'm 1 Day late for the Greetings. But what I'm told is that there's still 9 days of Deepavali to celebrate! So, the greetings are still relevant. Haha!!

I was invited to my friend's house for Deepavali yesterday. I went after my break fast. I didn't want to go on the afternoon because of this reason. But I know I'd miss all my other secondary school frens too as they were also invited. Hai..... I was told that everyone was there. She took a group photo and showed to me. MY!!! I was shocked to see some of my friends appearance!!! THEY CHANGED A WHOLE LOT!!!!!!!! Some gained weight, some dyed hair, cut their hair and look like a different person, and one guy had DREADLOCKS!!!!! I was so shocked to see him with locks!!! I mean, during his secondary school days, he's was the shy guy with a very DEEP voice. But now, he has shoulder length dreadlocks!!! OMG!!! It doesn't suit him la....Plus, he's chinese! I mean, I have nothing against chinese to have dreadlocks. . but he looks VERY WEIRD!!! OK. Nvm about that, as long as he's sane can already. hhahah!!!

Tuesday will be HARI RAYA alreadi!!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!! BUt it will be a bit sad as my gradma passed away. So, the main character is no longer available. If not, all of my family and relatives would gather at my gradma's house at woodlands to celebrate Hari Raya....It used to be a lot of fun!!! Seeing everyone else and do loads of catching up!!! I still could remember when my grandma would say whenever we wanted to go back, "Don't know whether I'll be able to 'see' the next Hari Raya or not..." an my mom would always sort of 'scold' her and said "Don't talk rubbish la.... Just pray to God to have a long life and pray for good health. Insya'allah (God's Willing) you'll 'see' the next Hari Raya!" However this year, no more of that. She's now, with God and looking after us. It's going to be very different now.

I managed to clean my room this afternoon!!!! I did it within 3 hours!!! That's a record for me to clean my never-ending messy room!!! hahaha!!! It looks neater now. I'm glad.... hahahah!!! But i can assure you all that my room will be messy again in 2 weeks time. Yah!!! I can guarantee that!!! hahahah!!!!

Lastly, I would like to wish ALL MUSLIM, HINDUS, AND INDIAN MUSLIMS A HAPPY DEEPARAYA!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!! MAY YOU ALL HAVE A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD!!! AND WORLD PEACE!!!!!!

P.S. 'Paintbrush' don't usually update my blog once a month hor..............'PAINTBRUSH!!!!!!!!!!!' hahahahahahhahahahahaha

School Starts

2006-10-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

School started 4 days ago. It was fun to be back compared to be working in Promedia. ARGh!!! I shall Not Elaborate on my Attachment. In short, it sucks.

Finally Samantha is back to school!! glad that she's back.

This time round, the timetable is a bit weird. But the BAD part is that I will have to see Mdm Rajes EVREYDAY for AOA (Advance Office Applications)! Her lessons are 2hrs long everyday except on thursdays and fridays. Phew! thank God for that! If not, I might just camp in school in the Lab!!! hHahahha!!!!

The good part is that I don't need to take HR (Human Resource) subject as I've done my Attachment and it's considered as HR. Don't know how, but thank God that I don't have to tolerate Angie Lee's 'Teachings'!! hahahah!!!! So, basically I will get a least 2 hrs of break and free time!! Isn't It Wonderful?! hahah!!!

Another subject that I am taking is Marketing. The teacher is non other than Miss Amy Tay. 'Right'! I can't stand her!!! Especially when she talks and the way she dress and hoping that Everyone would compliment her!!! Pls la....DREAM ON!!! ghahahah!!! But the way she teach is WAAYYYY!!!! Better than Angie Lee!! At least I know that I can understand what Marketing is... NOt like Angie Lee, even at the very last day of the semester, I would be lucky if I kknow the definition of Marketing! hhahah!!! that bad la Angie teach! Hai!!!!

S&W teacher is Miss Leong (Miss-Run-For-Your-Life) She has that motto and told us that we have to RUN to keep fit and RUNNING is the best way to lose weight!! I AM SO AGAINST IT LA!!!! But what to do.....I am not the section head. BUt never mind, I just try my best to 'run for my life'!!! ahhahaha!!!!!

That's about it la....To Miss Shuo Ke a.k.a 'I'm not from china la!!' I have updated abit. HOpe it will satisfy you. hahahahaha!!! No Offence Hor!!!

Here I am

2006-09-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

Here I am. Updating my blog. Thanks for the reminders SK n Durgz. Hahah...

To SK, I am not sick. I was just rather lazy to update. Not because I am starting to hate blogging, it's because the topic to update always drift away when ever I'm at this 'Posting' page. Geddit? hahah....

To Durgz, same thing. Just one more to add, the page that I've been waiting to upload, seemed to be so stubborn. So sorry k?

To other frequent visitors of my blog, the excuse for you are written above. SO READ IT!!! HAHah!!! I'm so mean!!! Hahah!!!

There. My Apologies of Absence.

Next, Matters Arising / Current Happenings.
For the past weeks, I've been 'trying' to study for my exams as I have been SUPER LAZY to study. So, this is the punishment la.... TRIED TO STUDY. Forget it la... Most of the time, I've been playing with my bro's camera and take pics of myself 'trying' to study. HHAHA!!! Betcha' didn't know that. hahahha!!!! Obviously I've deleted those 'pictures'! HAHAh!!! Don't worry, I didn't take any obscene pictures!!! C'mon, snap out of it!

Also, the day after my exams, I went to BANGKOK!!! WOOHOO!!!!! HAhah!!! Not surprising for some, but to me, hey! It means a lot OK!!! Hahah!!! BTW, I got new BAGS! Regardless whether it's fake or not, I dun care!!!! Got pairs of socks, FLIP FLOPS!!!! and some other stuffs!!! LOVE IT!!!! Shall update more soon!!!!

Eureka

2006-08-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

My energy level is below normal. After fasting, I have no energy. Although I have eaten and drank, but still the energy has not been pumped yet.

During the weekend, I went to Furama City Centre Hotel to perform for the ITE Alumni. It was a high-tea Reception in the Grand Ballroom. The place was easy to find. I have no problem with the place or anything else. However, I have problem with Mrs Cross! She's one hell of an irritating beyond irritating teacher I've ever encountered! Even my secondary school teacher is controllable. When she saw me, she said that I should've wear something more 'straight' like a skirt or sarong. But when I looked at what she's wearing, was even worse!! She wore a very very very crumpled shirt!!! I was like "Are you stupid or what? Wearing that crumpled old piece of rag to a hotel reception? Still dare to comment on my dressing? Look yourself in the mirror first la!!!" There were other incidents that made me so mad until I felt like taking the glass table-top and smashed it on her face!!! But then I resort to ignoring her. Whenever she talked, I looked away - pretending not to hear her. That really worked as I am an expert in it because I do it to my dad sometimes! Ignorance is the best way to SHUT a Person Up!! Hahah!!!

But right now, I am in no mood to even dwell on what has happened during the weekend. Overall, I finally got a good weekend with my mother. We went out together to do grocery shopping at Sheng Siong!! Hahah!! After that, we had Indian Rojak for dinner!! Wohhoo!!!

Today - Monday
It was quite a tiring day for me as I was fasting to pay back my fasting days last year. hahah!!! It was heart wrenching to see my friends to indulge in delicious food! ARGh!!! But I got my portion of food later!! hahha!!! Thank God!

Today shall be the "Did You Know" Day:

On this day in 1963, more than 200,000 people participated in the March on Washington, demanding full civil rights for black Americans. The day culminated in Martin Luther King, Jr's legendary 'I Have A Dream' speech.

Irritated by CUNNING people.

2006-08-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, I have been rather irritated by what I'm expected to do by the people around me. I am almost on the verge of giving up and blow up to those who treated me bad.

First of all, let's talk about group projects. I've been doing group projects ever since primary school. It's difficult to get co-operative, proactive and effective group members. I know it's far more than difficult to get members who already these 3 qualities. But it beyond belief to even find members that doesn't acquire 1 of these qualities! Amazing isn't it? Right. This is so not the first time I've been caught in this situation.
But this time round, it's beyond the acceptable mode. I have a project and I've been made the leader. But my group members are taking it easy eventhough seeing me taking it easy also. This is what happened. I was asked on how was the project progressing, so I somehow got them to discuss. However, it was a total waste of time. The topic got change almost immediately when I mentioned about 'let's-discuss-about-it' time. What's worse was that they just left me! Telling me to make all the decisions! WTH!!!! If I were to not care about their thoughts, I would make all the shots and make them suffer. And if I hear a single word of complain from them, they'll get hell from me. But, I do not want to be that kind of person. I think of others before myself. That' me. I rather see other people happy, then I'm happy. So, I just fumed inside.

Next thing is, I've been offered to sing a song for the upcoming carnival. I thought it would be, I pick a song, audition for it, and teacher would say OK. But HELL NO! It didn't happen that way. She wants a Minus-1 for the song. This is when the shit part comes. I have to take the trouble to find the pathetic Minus-1 song. It's not easy!!!!!! I searched through the internet and found nothing. It's either in other language, or I have to pay! Forget it! The thing that pisses me the most is that the teacher DIE DIE wants me find the Minus-1 song!!! As if my life dependend on it! Please la!!!!! She has been bugging me in school for the song! So, I told her, "It's not like I don't want to give you the song. It's very difficult to find the song itself!!!" I was so close to say it all in a high voice!!!! ARGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Right now, I am frantically finding the friggin song!!!!! Bloody HELL!!!!!!

Another stupid request is to sing 2 songs for a High-Tea at Furama City Centre tomorrow. What I thought at first was to sing a Jazzy song as it is the most suitable genre to sing, especially in a hotel ballroom. But boy was I wrong!!! The teacher that was in charge, disagree with my choices!! She said "I don't want too jazzy. It's boring!!" Bloody HELL!!!! Then, she asked me to find a song that she wants me to sing. A song about a boy name vincent with his pet dog! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Singing about a dog in front of a crowd who probably enjoying their meals!!! A DOG!!! WAT EVER!!!!
To make matters worse, she asked me to sing 1 song for the teachers and another song for the ex-students in their early 20s. What a fussy TEACHER!!!! If only she'd say Yes to Jazzy songs, it would have solve the problem easily.
To me, Jazz songs are the most suitable to perform and listen to in a hotel. You would never hear a song about a boy and his dog in the hotel elevator or anywhere around the hotel right?! So, Jazz is the most suitable la, Be it in the toilet, elevator or even the ballroom. I can't even imagine me singing about a boy with his dog!!!! ARGh!!!!!!!!!! I rather make a fool of myself in the public or not perform for her rather than to sing about silly things. I'm not willing to jeopardise it! NO WAY!!!

These few weeks has been irritating for me. I can't stand it!!! Exams are round the corner and I have not started a single shit!! I've realised that for these past weeks, I've been coming late for school and been cursing and swearing vulgarities. That shows how irritating and heart wrenching experiences for me!! It's suicidal man. UGH!!!!!!

Quote of The Day:
~ The best preparation for good work tomorrow
is to do good work today ~
-Elbert Hubbard-

Happy Birthday to me!!

2006-08-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hi there!! I have good news for all. I am now 18 years old!!!!!!!! Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHhah!!! I'm happy because I am now at a legal age to do anything. But dun worry, I won't do anything stupid like losing my virginity! So, chill......!!! I will get things done that should have been done long time ago. F.Y.I, A LOT of stuff to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahah!!!

When I checked my Frendster, I received 6 Testimonials wishing me a Happy B'dae! Some were funny and some were SWEET!!! To all who have written: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TESTIMONIAL!!! I APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!!! LOVE U ALL!! HAHAH!!!

I checked my mails and this is a VERY funny message I received. Let the picture talk!

China Brushing up their Engrish for the Olympics 2008

HAhah!!!! I don't know whether if the translations are correct. This has reminded me of my friends when they try to Direct translate what they were saying in english. HAhah!!! I hope that no one will get offended la..... this is just for fun joy and laughter.

Quote Of The Day:
~ Only when he has ceased to need things
can a mantruly be his own master and so really exist ~
- Anwar al-Sadat -

2006-08-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

I am updating now! So stop grumbling people!

Haha! No offence intended. Just kidding lah.

Anyway, I've been very busy with school projects and loads of presentations need to be done. Experienced a lot of secret internal class conflict / bitchy behaviour / anger . Just to name a few. I do not get affected because I have this mentality "I do not wish to be bothered by silly human behaviour. It's their problem. Not mine. It's just a waste of my time" So I get through them easily. It really works! I draw my attention to something else more beneficial. Haha!

Today, as I was going thru' my mails, I've received a very interesting and ironically true about us Singaporeans. I shall only post some as most of . . . I so do not want to get into trouble ( I'll forward the e-mail if any of you want it. )

Properties Of Singaporeans:
1. Thanks to SMS, you have an Extra Large thumb.
2. Tks 2 SMS, u oso dun no how 2 spel anymor.
3. If you are pregnant, you have the strange ability to make the people on the MRT fall asleep instantly.
4. You marry for the real estate breaks.
5. You move to where you want your child to go to school.
6. When speaking to foreigners, you somehow feel a need to adopt an accent.

(And the list goes on. There's 36 of them.) I hope that none of you who are reading this feel offended. Just think of it this way, " It's for fun, joy and laughter. It's somehow true lah. So just take time and enjoy!"

So, that's about it. Back to reality. This afternoon, went to East Coast with Durgz, Vik, SK & Trish. They were there first, and had their fun. I came late as I was out with my mum. When I there, my feet were sore and I didn't have the time to seat down. After that, followed them to change. It was fun though. Trish looked like she was doing a swim suit photo shoot. She was SEXY!!! HAHAHhA!!!!! SK took some pics!!! Hahah!!! TO SK: PLS BLOG IT!! HAHAHA!!! After they were done, we went home.

But I went to SingPost Center to grab a bite. The weather was so HOT! I was practically WET all over with SWEAT!!!! Also, I was Bloody Damn Thirsty!!!!!!!!!!!! AIYOH!!! I dranked so much and yet I' m still thirsty! Then, I went home. My feet were already begging me to stop walking!!! They were in pain!! I felt that I was walking on crushed glass!! I actually limped back home! HAI YO!!! SO BLOODY DAMN TIRED!!!!!

OK! Enough said for now. I shall be more consistent in my blooging!

Feeling Weird

2006-08-12T18:54:00.000+08:00

I have been feeling giddy since afternoon when I was out with my mom. It's like the surrounding is spinning. I hate this feeling. I was uncomfortable. I don't know what's happening to me now. Haiz.

Right now, I can't look at something for more than 20 seconds. I not when I turn to look somewhere else, the world will go spinning. Whoa! Dammit! It' just happened!

I am feeling very unlucky today. Haiz! Nothing much to report on today, as my brain is not functioning - for real this time. Usually I used to say it just for the fun of it, but now, it realli has taken into action. So yeah, my brain is not functioning.

Trying Out.

2006-08-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

I am trying out to upload more than 1 picture. I tried doing it for the longest time and yet still not successful. I am such a bloody fool. Hahha!! Sorry. Well, here it goes...

HA!! GOT IT!! WOOhOO!! Well, this is the pic of my grp BRAZIL!!! Aft Amazing Hunt

Here's a picture of me sleeping while waiting... (wonder who took the pic..)

Another picture.....

Courtesy from Shuo Ke....ahhaah!! Thanks!

There!! Finally I can do it!! I am not a fool after all!!!

Humans Plan, God Determines

2006-07-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

It's true that we humans plan and God determines everything. So we humans just have to learn to accept the decisions made by God.

The decision that recently shown to my whole family was the loss of my grandma. She passed away on Tuesday at 9:55pm. She was in the hospital from Sunday due to Stroke. It was such a sad situation. I couldn't stop crying when grandma was brought back home at Woodlands. I was told by my aunt that I should not cry as it will cause the spirit of my grandma to be restless - she would not have a safe journey to the Other side. So, had to hold back my tears.

Everything was done smoothly. All we are hoping is that my grandma soul is at ease and hope that she's happy where ever she is now.

Heritage Tour

2006-07-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

I went to a Heritage Tour at People's Association (PA). It was paid by my teacher. I was not looking forward to it. However, I had to go since I am rotting at home - written in a few of my previous entries.

The whole of BL Committee Members were asked to go by Mrs Loh. But Leon, Siti, Ijah and Gina were absent. As we all gathered at PA, we were given a Goodie Bag and a Snack Bag.

In the Goodie Bag contain the following:
- Small Mineral Water
- A note book
- A Pen
- Some brochures ( I didn't bother to look at them)

In the Snack Bag:
- An Apple
- A pack of some sort of Chocolate cake and a Pastry puff

The first Destination was the Sultan Mosque. The first thing that was shown to us was a Banyan Tree. Right. A tree at the road side. What a great way to start a tour!!! We were told that the Banyan Tree has roots that might grow as big as the trunk on fertile soil. WOW! We didn't need to know that. The next thing that was introduced was the Butterfly Tree or the Hong Kong National flower tree. I find it kind of interesting about the leaves though. It looked like butterfly wings! It's really nice to notice such tree. After that, went to Tepak Sireh. It is one hell of an expensive place to dine in! My brother told me that. So, I don't bother about eating there. But the place is nice and grand. I thought that we were given the chance to see the interior. But no, we were not allowed as they were holding an event. It was a chance that was wasted. Hai! I've heard that the interior on the 2nd level was amazing! Damn! I missed that! Then, we went to tour outside of the Malay Heritage Centre. I went there before. It was so-so. At the point of time, the tour guide asked us to guess the fruit trees found. I kept guessing HAhaha!! Untill the tour guide labelled me as a Rambutan Tree!!Rambutan Lover! When actually I hate to eat Rambutan! Why? It's too hairy!!! Haha!! Then we went to an antique shop. In there, I was AMAZED by ALL the items displayed! I Love VINTAGE items!!! YES!! Vintage is the right word to use! I love the Jukebox, Fridge, White Scooter, the TELEPHONES!!! The Glass bottled drinks!! And ANGKLUNGS!! HAhaha!!!! After that, then we went into the mosque.

After that, we went to Chinatown to see the Indian Temple. Yes, I know, where on earth can you associate an Indian Temple situated in the middle of Chinatown? Weird? Hahaha!! Tell me about it! Been in the temple, but not as happening as the next destination. I got to ring the bell when entering and exiting the temple. Cool!

After that, we went to the Chinese Museum. It was THE MOST FUN I had in there! I got to see how life was back then. How the Chinese lived in very space constrain area. A lot of items showcased fascinated me. When I saw the rooms, it was very cramped but very homely. I just don't know why, when I saw the rooms, I somehow felt that I was brought back in time, where life were much harder and simplicity was the in thing. The items that were displayed were just precious! I went to the Kitchen - it was being shared by all the occupants there. BOY!! Now, I am proud to say that my kitchen is neater! The kitchen then was so dirty. hahahaha!!! After that, went to tailor shop. There were several pedal sewing machines!! I told myself that I could donate one to them! hahaha!! I still have one pedal sewing machine at home! hahaha!!!

Then we went to Victoria Theatre for the final destination. I saw some Macpherson kids there! Vincent was there!! hahaha!!! Patrick Teo was also there busy taking pictures of blurred image!! hahaha!!! The tour was overall OK. I had Fun! But the weather was terrible! I was soaking wet full of sweat!! I wished that I brought an extra top!! Damn!!!! Then, had dinner at BK!! And then went home! hahah!! Tiring!!!!!!!!!!

Quote Of The Day:
~ I rent everything other than the gift of life itself,
which was given to me without any predictable lease,
a gift that can be withdrawn anytime ~
(Jerzy Kosinski)

Singapore Idol.

2006-07-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol yesterday was fine. I was shocked that Jonathan was in the bottom 3! Mathilda got more votes than Jonathan! Gawd! I knew that Norman was going to be eliminated. Not because I don't like him. NO. I like him! He looks like En Lai! Don't you think? Hahaha!!! The reason he was OUT was because of one reason. Wrong Song Selection. Yeah. Last time, he sang Jamie Cullum's These Are The Days. Norman could not reach the pitch. He just can't sing that kind of song. His voice doesn't fit. If you get what I mean. But I am no expert. hahahha!!

These few days, my brain has been failing me. I run out of ideas of what to write. I am literally rotting at home. Seriously. This time round, the holidays are just so draggy!!!! The time pass so SLOWLY!!! I can't stand it anymore!! I need to go for a holiday!!!!

For today, there'll be no quote of the day. Sorry!!! hahahaha

Thirst Quencher Please!!!!

2006-07-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

Is it me or is it the weather. I am feelin rather HOT and Sweaty all day. The weather is a Killer today!! I'm feelin yucky all over my body. Ugh!

I went to Tampines Mall for a little performance by Macpherson Angklung. It's about the SYF thingy. It's fun though!! One thing that I Luurrvvee abt the place was the fan. Yes. Our holding spot was right next to a gigantic fan!! You know, the industrial kind of fan!! The first thing that I approached to was the fan! It was turned on to full blast!!! Yup!! The speed was so strong untill I could feel my eyelashes are crying for help!! Hahah!!! But I enjoyed the cool air!!! hahaha!!!! The performance was a blast! I had fun watching my juniours play!! I am proud of them!

After that, I headed back home feelin all sticky and wet with my sweat! I took a long shower. Thought that I could cool off. But boy I was wrong. I immediately could see small droplets of sweat excreting my body! ARGh!!! So, I had to stick to the fan where ever I go. Also, as I am sweating all over, I feel very thirsty! I drank practically, 500 ml of H2O, 500 ml of iced tea and right now, I am having 1 litre of ice water!!! Damm....!!!! Yet I am feelin very very very thirsty!!!!! OH MY GOD!!! That's WAAAAYYYYY!!!!! ToO much water in my body. I thought it should cool my body a bit. But it's not doing any good. I am burping non-stop!!! Arhg!!!!!! HELP!!!!!

By the way, my song choice to chill in a sticky day is "I Love The Way You Love Me" by Boyzone. I know, it doesn't make any sense. But hey! I like it OK!! Hope you'll enjoy!! hahaha!!! Here are some of the lyrics. Enjoy!!!

I like the feel your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
And everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Oh baby
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul so completely
I love the way you love me

Quote Of The Day:
~ The secret of staying young is to live honestly,
eat slowly and lie about your age ~
(Lucille Ball)

I am Dead Bored!

2006-07-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

I have come to realise that school holidays are getting more and more boring. Why? Take me for example. All I ever do at home is this:

Morning at 10 am:
-Wake up
- Shower
- Breakfast
- TV (Cooking shows & Ambush Makeover)
- Make bed

Afternoon at 1:30pm:
- Rot
- Rot
- Rot
- Lunch

Late afternoon at 5pm:
- TV (Ellen Degeneres Show and Oprah)
- Shower again

Night at 8pm:
- Rot
- Rot
- Computer and Rot
- Rot
- If got any good shows, Watch TV

Late night at 11pm:
- Rot
- Rot
- Listen to the radio
- Rot to sleep!!!

See?! How my life 'Rawks' during the holidays?! Cool right?! I am decaying soon!!! I can see my skin is peelin off!! The flesh is showing. My eyeballs are protruding out and my hair is collecting fleas!!! LOL!!! See how my life totally 'RAWKS'!!!!!!! All because of the Holidays!!!

However, I have tonnes of stuff to do before I fly to BKK!!!! Woohoo!!!!!!!!! I have presentation, and a project to do. But I refuse to do them because my life at home 'RAWKS'!!! LOL!!!!! Ok, even my vocabulary is failing me. LOL!!!!!

Quote Of The Day:
~ The trouble with life is isn't that there is no answer,
is that there are so many answer ~

Start of the Holidays!!!!

2006-07-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Orientation Camp was over on Saturday. I do not wish to further elaborate on it as I don't feel good just talking about it. But I have this to say, Tiring. No further discussion on it.

Yesterday, I set a world record. I was so bloody damn tired after camp. Guess what? After the camp, I went to my teacher's mother's house for her niece 'Henna nite', TURKISH style. I didn't get some sleep. I went there at 7:30pm. I was overwhelmed by the people who came, the food and the Turkish guys who did the barbeque of the 'Satay'!! Ooohhh...!!! Sweet!

I was given the opportunity to try Turkish Food, and I didn't waste any time at all. I tried every single food that was served! First, I tried the Dessert. That includes,

Brownie (It's not Turkish at all, but heck! It tasted so bloody damn nice la!)
Apple Strudel Turkish style ( It's FULL of Spices!!!!)

Pudding (Made from Rice Flour and Semolina with some nuts. It's sweet! Not too heavy or creamy)

After that, I indulged in the main course. That includes the Bread (Pita Bread) with all the dippings in the whole of TURKEY found. Only thing, I could only remember one of the dip, which is called Hommus. It's nutty and soury and it's an appetite opener. The hot n spicy one, the very creamy dip and many many more!!! I had a fun time eating them!!!! WOW!!!

Then, what is a good way to work all that food out? BELLY DANCING!!!! Yeah!!! DaNCING!!!! My teacher invited ALL to dance!!! It's no ordinary dance, it's all Arabic Songs!!! My teacher and her family were belly dancing like nobody business!!!! All her relatives were there!!! One thing about Turkish Family is that they have THE NICEST COMPLEXION AROUND!!! THEY ALL HAVE WHITE COMPLEXION!!! SMOOTH LIKE A BABY'S BUTT!!! NO KIDDING ABOUT IT!!! THEY ALL ARE VERY VERY VERY BEAUTIFUL!!!!! THIER EYES ARE BLUE AND GREEN!!!! WOW!!! I AM AMAZED!!!!!!!!!!!

I didn't waste anymore time. I dance the whole night through!!!!! There were other performances by my teachers' family for the bride-to-be. Then, there was this last performance that EVERYONE waited for. It's a dance by one of the younger cousins by the name of Aliyah. She is the most preetiest girl ever seen!! She's everyone's favourite!! She dance a number and it ROCKED!!!!! She is so talented in belly dancing!!!! There's one part of the dance where her butt Vibrated!!! WOOHHOO!!!! NOw, I don't mean to be all Horny and disgusting. But it's true. She is so talented up to the point where she could do that!! It was a great experience to see how Turkish people celebrate weddings and dancing!!!

I don't mean to disgust people, but if you were really there, you would agree with me. It was exhilarating!!!!! Too bad, Guys are NOT ALLOWED!!! HAHAhah!!!! It's ALL WOMEN dance!!!!

Quote Of The Day:
~ The most wonderful thing in life is to be delirious and
the most wonderful kind of delirium is being in love ~
Yevgeny Zamyatin

I Have A Problem.

2006-06-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

There was a meeting for BL this afternoon. We had loads of fun trying to play the games. Most of them were successful except for the Human Entanglement. Hahah!!!! We got 2 circles!!! LOL!!! Most of the games ended up in laughter. It was thrilling!!!

But before we went home, Hanis brought up this topic about how we as the EXCO members are suppose to make the new members feel a 'sense of belonging' in BL! That got me thinkin on my way home, in the shower, and now writing this entry. I have some ideas but dunno whether it's achieveable. I hope it is. Hmmm......I am feeling a little bit tense by this. I mean to me, it's like we as the EXCO are leaving nxt yr and the newbies are feeling like an outcasts. No offence to anyone, it's like in order to be closer as a club member, it has to be a 2 way traffic. It has to be coming from the EXCO side of guiding and the new members side for able to accept of being guided. Geddit? I am talking crap now as usual. Hhhaha!!! Anyway, hope tat it will turn out fine for the camp this fri. Wish BL loads of LUCK!!!!

Anyway, SAM is back!!! She's been absenting for quite some time and now she's back. When I saw her, I practically SCREAMED her name from afar. Hahahahah!!!!! I think the whole world can hear!!! Ahhaahha!!!! I miss her LOADS!!!!!!! Hope she recover soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sam, if U happen to read this, here's a message 4 U: I miss U LOADS!!! GET WELL SOON!!!! FORGET THE PAST and LIVE THE FUTURE!!!!

Also, saw ITE Bishan in the chinese show, "It's Showtime" It was cool la!!!! I loved it!!! Hahaha!!! Saw Hanis at the audience!!! HAhhaha!!!!! Miss Tay was in it as well!!! She looked retarded!!! Hhaha!!!! Evil!!!! But she looked kind of 'choked' in the top she's wearing. Dun U think so? Hahahah!! I wish all the BEST for MIC Studio....!

There's no song that I'm addicted to now. But got Quote of the day.....

Quote Of The Day:
~ Politics does work better when citizens are guided by a sense
of right or wrong rather than sheer expidency ~

What A Day?!

2006-06-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1245 noon today. I was darn tired from the visitors I had yesterday. My cousin came at 1030 and went home around 2am. Hahaha!! They are my only cousin from my father's side that I am rather close to. The rest, not really that close because they are busy. Then I slept at around 2:30 am and was woken up by my tummy ache. A really bad one. I had to visit the loo 2 times!!! It hurts so bad.... I finally got to bed a taround 4am. Hahah!!! That's why I woke up late.

Went out with my mum to buy her suppliments. Then had our late lunch at Joo Chiat. Bought some stuff and then head back home.

At home, I was surfing the net and saw some disturbing pictures and it made me think. I saw a picture of an arm being brutally scarred. You know, self-mutilation. Yeah. It's stupid la... I saw this Caucasian girl done it. She carved her hand with some words on it. Stupid! Utterly stupid! It's kind of silly to see these things happening to other people. But don't you think it's rather stupid? I mean c'mon la... if you are really hhurt and depressed, don't resort to self-mutilation or suicide. Do something else, like go out and have fun, eat or for me, listen to music and sing like no one cares! Yea! I'd do that. I know saying is easy but it would be much easier if those who are suffering to at least give it a try and have a second chance of living? Like the saying goes, when there's a will, there's a way. Every problem has its solutions. So, why not find the solution and apply it! See? Not a single soul is wasted.

Ok, I know I am talking crap. But hey, to me self-mutilation is silly. Ya, I know some of you might be thinking, "Well, wait till you are the one suffering. Then you'll know." Hmm... I do admit that I have been depressed before. But I took it as lesson learnt and remember NEVER to repeat the mistake. And then I MOVED ON. It sounded so easy, but I was not myself for a whole 2 months. Ah! What's over, it's over. I'm cool, that's for sure! haha!! But I totally respect to those who are suffering and trying to recover. My message to you all out there who are suffering: Be strong, do not give up and hope U are Ok!

So far, this is my entry for the day. I have a song for all of you who are suffering. "I'm Your Angel" by Celine Dion & R.Kelly

Chorus:
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
And when all hope is gone I'm here
No matter how far you are I'm near
It makes no difference who you are
I am your angel
I'm your angel

Quote of the Day:
~ Intelligence becomes and asset when
some useful order is created out of free-floating brainpower ~
(Thomas A. Stewart)

School & Weather

2006-06-23T20:21:00.000+08:00

I was late for school. Almost. But thankfully bus 13 speed!! Yeah!! But I was late in meeting my friends. Sorry Trish. hahahah...When I reached school, Mr Leow was absent. Mr Ramu relieved us. Thankfully Chin Seng was a little bit later than me. So, I am so called marked 'present'. Phew!

However, at around 1045am, my stomach was already calling for emergency. Hungry. I hadn't eat my breakfast. Dammit. But I controlled my hunger pangs till 1pm! I was so hungry until I could feel the water running down my gullet. That doesn't feel good at all. Trust me. Words of wisdom: When you are Hungry, Just EAT!! Don't wait for the World!! Hahahah!!!

After school and lunch, Trish, Vikki and I went swimming. I could swim a little bit. But the only thing is that I must surface to get air. There was once I choked on water. hahhah!!! That felt awfull!! I could feel my lungs coming out!! Eewww!!!! Fortunately, it was a good progress that I could 'swim'. Definition of 'swim' for me: 'Swim' is moving in water from a short distance and FORGOT to surface to get air!! hahahah!!!! Sorry Peeps!! F.Y.I Bishan Swimming Complex's changing room is SUPERB!! The flooring is covered with anti-slippery mat. There's a corner for sitting and the cubicles are big and the shower is heaven!!! ahahah!!! Just like the showers in Raffles Marina. hahahah!!! After swimming, we grabbed a bite at Mac.

In the bus on my way home, I couldn't sleep. Dunnon why. Crowded bus la... After shower, my mum told me that I look 'Black'!! She asked me what time I went swimming - at 1:45pm. She said, 'No wonder la...!!! the weather is so HOT you go and swim. Clever!!' hahahaha!!!!! No worries la...the colour will fade off... hahhhahah!!! Hopefully....

I am listening to this song over and over again. For All Time by Soluna. I've been searching for this song for so long!!! Finally got it!! hahahaha!!!! I hope U all will give a listen.

Chorus:
You are mine
There's no one other for me
Keep in mind
You make my life complete
And tonight
We'll make love endlessly
'Cause you're mind
You're the one that I'll keep for all time

Quote of the Day:
~ "When you have nothing to say, sing it" ~
(Totally agree with it!!)

No Need To Worry

2006-06-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

When I got out of the house, the skies were black. I was happy that there would be no assembly. That's for sure. So, I took my own sweet time to school. But the sad thing was that all my buses came immediately! I don't need to wait for a single minute. This is unfair because whenever I am late, or I am rushing for school, the busses go on strike!! There would not be a single bus that come!! Waiting and knowing that I'll be late for school is then frustrating! So don't blame me for having such moods in the mornings!! So now, I have to think in a reverse physcology so that the start of my day is not that bad.

That's about getting to school. Now, it about sleeping hours. I don't know why I am blogging this, but I think it doesn't matter anyways!! hahaha!! I get very tired at around 11pm every night. But I can really sleep at midnight! I feel like I'm a time bomb. My clock will go ticking and eventually explode at midnight! So, everyday I'll get 6 hours f sleep! That's not enough for me. I know some of you out there thinking; "What? 6 hours of sleep is still not enough for you meh?" Well Yes, it's not enough me apparently. During my secondary school years, I will sleep at 1030pm and now it's like 90 mins of difference! Imagine that? A full game of soccer than I can sleep! Hahah!!! I know, it's lame but heck!

Right now, I am addicted to Boyz II Men - In The Still Of The Night- The song is so nice la!! Especially when they sing it accapela. They sound so nice and touching!! Whenever I listen to this song, I will get butterflies in my stomach!! It just gives me goose bumbs sometimes!! hahah!!! Go and have a listen! Hope you all will like it! hahahah Enjoy!!!

In the still of the night
I held you, I held you tight
Oh I love, love you so
Promise I'll never let you go
In the still of the night
~Snipits of the song~

Back...Finally. Hahah!!!

2006-06-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

I am back. I am so sorry to all who have been reminding me to update my blog. So here it goes. HAhaha!!!!

First of all, I am very fine thank you. But with regards to my previous entry - about me being a changed person and all that stuff, well, it was rather true. However, I got back to reality. So no worries OK?!

A lot has happened in my life. So much that I can't recall them much. Not because I have a short term memory, it because some were too heart shocking and some were simply sad. Any happy happenings you might ask. Well, yes. Pleasant ones and they still make me smile.

But the biggest news that had created such a big impact on me and my frends is when Sam, stepped down as the President of BL. After much 'counsellin' by my frends, teachers and myself she still stepped down. It's a long story and I believe that most of the people that know Sam would know the story. But I still have questions that have not been answered, to why she has to resort to such silly things and it's a waste of time. I shall not talk about this anymore.

Hmmm...lets talk about happier things now. Hmm.. actually, I am much happier now than before. Not because I have a boyfriend or anything, it's just that I am able to accomplish something that I never thought I could do. Which is, I am able to not buy snacks and smuggle them into my room!! HAhaha!!! Serious! I managed to do that! To me, snacks are just not appealing to me anymore. Compared to before, snacks was a 'Must have' every nite. But now, my mum has forbid me from having snacks. It was tough at first, but now, I got the hang of it! Cool!!

Well, that's about it la... hope this will satisfy your reading pleasure...thanks!!

~ Adrenaline comes when you least expected. It feels kind of good!!~

Hmmm...Showtime is over.

2006-05-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

I was not in the right mood to do blogging. I don't know why also.
Though I am blogging now, but I am still not in the mood. Don't know why la...
Hai....I am feeling all messed up inside. Who says that people don't have problems? They are lying.

Right now, I have a problem. I think that I am changing into a different person. It's hard to explain and I don't think I am able to put them into words. Yea. I am not saying that I am not going to share this with anyone, but I don't know who to share it with! Friends? Erm...well...don't know!!! The problem triggered mostly because of me and my behaviour lately. From the way I talked, the way I think and most of all from the way I treat myself to be this. Hai?!!! It's complicated beyond explanation.

~ Sometimes, Things Are So Complicated To Be Explained ~

Details...

2006-05-07T18:19:00.001+08:00

I have not been blogging for like forever. Hahaha. Didn't mean it. Well, I am pretty busy lately. And a lil' tired. Erm, No...I was Completely tired to the core!! It's because of the recent Orientation. I was drained!!! I was a blur Sotong there. I was not around during the rehearsal days. But thankfully, the whole thing is O-V-E-R!!!!

Anyway, here I am back again. Elections have come and gone. And we all knoe who the winner is. No need to say la..

My brother is back from his hostel. He is on Semester break. His break is until July!!! My God!!! That's LONG!!!! Dammit!!!

Well, that's all for now. hahaha!! Update soon!!! Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ Appetite is Tempting~

Details...

2006-05-07T18:19:00.000+08:00

I have Nothing More To Say...I Give Up...

2006-04-24T20:31:00.000+08:00

I almost missed my bus for work this morning. Luckily, I managed to board the bus on time. During the journey, I was hoping that Kelly would be early this time. However, a very small tiny voice spoke to me, which I call intuition, said that Kelly would be late and I would hear one of her 'wonderfull' excuse. So, to calm myself down, I told myself over and over again, just to wait for her for only 10 mins - no more, no less.

I reached the bus stop. No sign of Kelly. Fine. I waited for 10 mins. I SMS her immediately when I reached. She didn't returned my msg after 2 tries. It was a long, grandma's classic excuse.

In her SMS...
"Rina...sorry juz now forgot to msg tt i'll be late....cuz my dog head got stuck with my dustbin cover e one tt can flip...then my mom sleeping not nice to wake her up... i try to take out for her.... so sorry....why not u go to e food court 1st....i meet u there....i'll reach e bus-stop at 8.30..."

I was bloody damn furious! Plus, I was like 'realli? so sad...' (thinking sarcastically)
So, I left and headed for the food court. But, I went straight to 'Mr. Bean' to buy myself Grass Jelly Drink to cool myself. The drink costed a good $1.40. It tasted nice. The drink tasted like medicine, but the Grass Jelly itself tasted Sweet!! So, it kind of complements the drink. So fine.

I saw Kelly impatiently trying to call me, when I was walking back to the food court. I am so confused to why she gets so restless while waiting for me for 2 mins!! Someone PLEASE!!! EXPLAIN TO ME!

Then later in the day, we went out for Lunch/Shoppin Spree at The Concourse. There was a sale at this shoe store - DMK.

At the store , Kelly wanted to buy the SAME flip-flops as Pei Ru. I was like thinking typical kelly, typical. Fortunately, the slippers had no size 35. I then tell her that the other pattern is better looking (I told her honestly, as I find it nice) That pair thankfully, had size 35. Great! Then, she was stuck between the 2 pairs. She wanted the first pair so bad!! But I was like saying "this one is better!! It fits your feet nicely!" She then, finally boutht the 2nd pair. I was happy because SHE FINALLY BOUGHT SOMETHING DIFFERENT FROM SOMEONE ELSE!!! HAHAHAH!!!

I was not being evil or mean. I was telling the truth actually. Honest. But to those who understand to the real 'why' I did that, good for you!! Give yourself a pat on the back! (PPiiaaakk!!) hahahhha... ok..seriously, I was trying to be nice.

Then lastly, we were off early as your bosses had to go for a meeting. Sadly, it was raining. I took out my umbrella first. I did not want to share as my umbrella is really small. She then said, "Rina, I share the umbrella with you ok?" I was like "NO WAY!!! NO!!!" But obviously end it with a laughter to show that I was only Kidding. But I actually wasn't!!! Hahahha!!! I felt good after telling her off!! hahahaha Kidding. Kidding.

That what basically happened at work today. Fun, yet entertaining!! Whatever that means!!
hahahah!!!

4 More Days to the End of my Attachment!! I can Smell the FREEDOM!!!!!

~ sometimes it's good to be the Bad Person ~

Lazing Around.

2006-04-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY have NOTHING to do. [Yawn!]
I have been wandering around the house and do basically - NOTHING!! HAHAHAH

I watched the same old movie 3 times in a row!! This is so heart breaking. I helped my mom in making Lor Mai Kai (hope it's the right spelling!!) I ate 2 of it!! Yum!! Then, I am back in doing

NOTHING!!!!

This is so sad... I am basically decomposing on this chair. hahahahha

I still have 5 more days till the end of my attachment. I can't wait to detach myself! hahaha!!!
There's nothing to blog now. So sorry... I will be back on mon. I hope. hahahaha..

Sorry for the lame jokes/comment/remark in this entry. I can't help it. I am too friggin bored!!! help needed!!!

~Everything is moving so slowly when you are bored~

I CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE!!! I AM NOT SORRY

2006-04-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today, will be my last day of enduring on Kelly. I will not wait for her for more than 10 mins next week. If I still do, then call me Stupid!

I have been waiting for her EVERYDAY at the bus stop to go to work. It's not like waititng for her for 5 mins, it's waiting for her for a good 30 mins!! or if I am lucky, 45 mins!! Get what I mean? 'Lucky'? Plus, she gives lame excuses which I will not say what. (Anything U want to know, ask me PERSONALLY!)

From next week onwards, I will only wait for her for 10 mins. Any later then that, I will leave her. I don't care if she's late or not, but I do care if I am late for work. I can do so much things within 30 mins. Looks like, I have to start implementing it!!

To all Kelly's Close Frens, I don't care if you are readiong this and feel that I am being such a Bitch over this. But this, is me. I can't tolerate constant Lateness by her!!! She gives lame excuses. I practically waited for her for almost 20 mins EVERYDAY, and I have been tolerating for 9 days. Can you imagine how much time I have wasted just for her and how much time I could save to do my work in the office? HUH??!! You do the Counting. In other words, I AM NOT GOING TO TOLERATE HER BEHAVIOUR ANY LONGER. I AM GOING TO IGNORE HER AND MAKE LESS/NO CONVERSATION TO HER!!! Hate me all you want, but I will stand firm on my grounds.

By the way, I did quite ok for my exams. NO 4 pointer this time. I am quite happy with my results.

But the sad thing is that, I am not talking to my mom. I don't know why and I still don't know how. I am feeling sad these few days. I need to release my sadness..

- emotions out of control -

A Long Weekend. [Great! Just What I Need]

2006-04-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

As I am writing this, it is Easter Sunday. So, to all who celebrate Easter, Happy Easter!! [Laughs] I am being nice here. Ohhh...I am hearing sounds of thunder here. Hmmm...it will rain soo...Cool!

Back to blogging. Hmm... I have not update on my 3rd Day Of Work. Sorry. I was in the holiday mood and I wanted to rest my hands from typing. So, now, I am here to update. Hahaha!!!

Thursday 13th April
3rd Day Of Work [Holiday Mood]

This time, I asked Kelly to meet up at o815 hrs, and I told her not to be late again. Thankfully, she reached at the same time as I did! - Her bus was in front of mine. Cool!! Then, we walked to Keypoint. On the way there, we detoured to a nearby bakery. But sadly, the bakery had few selection of breads. I thought of buying some, but ended up not buying. So, we took our own sweet time walking. When we reached Keypoint - our unit of workplace, it was closed! Yup, the doors were not open yet! So, we decided to head down to the Foodcourt downstairs. Kelly, had her cake -that she bought the day before and has not eaten it yet! EEww!! hahahha! I already had my breakfast. I watched TV instead. Then, met Pei Ru (Accounting Girl from IQI) She also had her breakfast - Chee Cheong Fun (Hope it's the right spelling) and Kaya Roti set. It was tempting. Especially the Kaya Bread! It was so thin and crunchy!

Maybe Monday, I will try it! hahah!!! There are also different sets of Breakfast. There's half-boiled eggs set, egg Sandwich and many more!! All Cost $2! Is that cheap or what right? Hahaha!!

Ok, Work was still the same. Except that the our Boss were busy with the meeting that she was late for and more preparation for her event in Hong Kong. Kelly was given the task to do Evaluation of Survey! Luckily, I had no other job. Plus, it's in Chinese! Hahaha!!! I managed to key in 219 Companies today! I have met my target! Yes!

I am so looking forward to the end of my attachment. I just can't stand the Silence and Emptiness of the atmosphere in the office. It's too Dead and Dry!! Yup!! Everyone is minding their own business. I barely speak 100 words in the office. Except during lunch times and going home time, where I, Complaint - Classic Reaction of mine - to Kelly about my days job and about this Freaky-ugly-Pitiful Guy at Work.

His name is Alan. His Pronunciation is PowderFul!! Instead of saying FP Consultants, he said 'FF..CC... ConsultantFs' Yupp!! That Bad. The way he speaks, is as though he has been collecting saliva for the past six months in his mouth. Yuck!! Then, he is doing Tele-sales, so basically he talks on the phone a lot. I pity the Phone Receiver - it will be full of his Saliva!! I SWEAR not to touch the Phone!! NO WAY!!! And he looks like he hasn't shaven in years and he brings Big Plastic bags to work, filled with sweets and Today's Paper! He is a Frequent Toilet Visitor. He visits the toilet as if he owns 75% of the toilet shares. Hahahah. He is Freaky. Guess where is he sitting? Next to ME!!! EEWw!!!!! I am so Dying!!!

3 Days Down, 10 Days to Go. 1 Day is Public Holiday. I am going to suffer from all the typing!! ARGh!!!!!!! Thank God for the Long Weekend!!!

2nd Day Of Work [Shocking]

2006-04-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today, went to work at 1pm. My Boss had her event at some hotel. It was so lucky to have the 2nd day of work, a half day. Hahaha.. Should have more half days in the future.

Anyway, I was supposed to meet Kelly at the bus stop at 1230 hrs - told by her. When I lef the house, it was raining lightly. I was kind of late by 5 mins. As I was waiting for the bus, my brown sandals torn! Dammit! I wanted to change to another pair so bad. But I was already 10 mins behind time. Fortunately, the bus came on time. Reached at Beach Road Bus stop rite on the spot! - 1230 hrs sharp!

Waited for Kelly for 5 mins. Then, I got the feeling that she will be late yet again. I msg her and she said she was on her way. She would reached in 10 mins. Yeah right. So, I asked her that she just board the bus, she said yes. Her reason was because she was "enjoying my lunch untill i fogot about the time".

I told her off, saying that was not fair for me to wait for her for so long and for making me come early. She was pist off when she received my msg. hahaha!!!!

She wrote in BOLD "I AM SORRY....IF NOT WHY DO'T YOU GO FIRST...." Something like that. I eventually waited for her. hahahah

In the office, no one was there. Just Pei Ru (Accounting girl from IQI.) Chatted with her for awhile. Then, start work. Back to Data Entry. I am so sick of it. Then, Suddenly, I accidentally clicked at this button and the the whole window just closed!!! I opened the document again and found out that all my work was not saved!! I was stuck at 163 company!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shit!!!!! I was already at 220 company just before shit happen! I re-do everthing again!!!!

Overall, it was Ok. I managed to cover up my work done. I still have zillions to do!!! I bet, tomorrow, it is going to be the same thing. Again. I think I will spend the whole of my attachement doing just Data Entry. Cool Huh???

I will go blind!!! Dammit!!!1

It was hell when I lost my work. Lesson Learnt: ALWAYS SAVE YOUR WORK EVERY NOW AND THEN - MADAM RAJES- Yup, it's true. My neck and hnads hurt due to the tension I suffered because I lost my work. Yup. Hate it!

2 Days Down, 12 Days To Go. Will I have other tasks besides Data Entry? Hmmm...I am still waiting...

1st Day Of Work. [Killer]

2006-04-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

Today was my 1st day of work. This is my 1st time really working in an office. Kelly and me reached at the office too early. Reached at 0830 hrs!! Hahaha!!!

We were greeted my an empty office, (not a single soul were found) . But we were gretted by this man called erwin, ( I am still confused with this 2 man!!) We waited for another hour before Jocelyn (Boss of the Company) arrived. She actually forgot about the attachment. DAmmit!!

Then, at 10 am I officially start work. Do ' DATA ENTRY ' I was given 2 files. I start with the thicker file. It was about Top 2000 Enterprises in Hong Kong. I was told to key in details like Company's Name, Address, Tel No, Fax No, Website, E-mail add, Key Contact and nature of business. Imagine that!!! A total of 16,000 imformation I have to key in!!! I am only managed to key in 163 companies. I am only at the Letter B. I still have the rest of the letters in the Alphabet to finish!! I am so dead! I will spend the rest of my Attachment doing just that!

It's crazy!! I don't think I am able to do that!! Imagine this, after the attachment, what will I learn from it? Data Entry! Taat! 3 credits will be down the drain!

I had lunch at 1330 hrs. I had Hong Kong Noodles - Ironically!!!

After lunch, I almost gave up man. I almost burst out and wanted to take my bag and leave!! But I thought of the $$ and Credits I will gain out of this. That put me back into place.

My hands were aching at the 1700 hrs. The people there encouraged us to drink more water as to prevent us from dry skin. It was a very cold office. So, more water, means more trips to the loo!! Thankfully, the building that I am working ( Keypoint) closes at 6pm. hahah!!! That means 6pm sharp I can leave the office. No extension. Good.

I managed to reach home at 1859 hrs!! WOW!!! Cool huh?! Anyway, what's even cool is that tomorro, I will report to work at 1300hrs!! Double Cool right? Jocelyn have to go for their event at a hotel.

On my way home, I managed to count the days that I officially will be working. I will only work for 14 days!!! Hahaha!!! So much for 3 weeks!!! LOL!!! I only work from Mon-Fri. Since this 14th is Good Friday, so, a total of 14 days!! I am so happy. The experience I have from my 1st day is, to drink more water. They say one. So must drink up!! It's a small office, so, not many people to deal with.

It wasn't fun, it wasn't boring. My whole arms and butt hurts to the core for the constant sitting down. My finger hurt form all the typing.

1 Day down, 13 Days to go. Will I survive it? We will find out soon.

Pre- Worried Sick About My Job Tomorrow Syndrome.

2006-04-09T12:01:00.000+08:00

Currently, I am looking at the models in the America's Next Top Model Cycle 6. It is now showing in America. So far, 5 have been voted out. Hmm.. there is one Asian girls who happened her name is Gina. HAhaaha!!! Gina!!! LOL!! But she got voted out. So sad... hai...

Anyways, I am very bored right now. My brother is still sleeping behind me. The weather is very nice. Not too hot and wet. Just nice. Hmmm...

Right, yesterday I went out with my teacher to find something about her computer right? Well, we had a late lunch at Zam Zam restaurant. We had Chicken Murtabak! Woohoo!!! But!!!! the murtabak tasted a bit funny. The Murtabak skin and the fillings were a bit slimy. EEWw!!! Meaning, it could be spoilt. So, that makes my appetide spoil also. The reason why we had Murtabak is because Miss Faridah ( My teacher) met her ex-students ( Ex RGS pupil). They had Mutton Murtabak. I like theirs because it tasted better and our Murtabak was spoilt! Dammit!! I only managed to get 2 peices of Mutton Murtabak!!! Nice!!!!

I was still hungry, ( Well, what can I say, the Chicken Murtabak Sucks!!!) So, I just endured myself. After that, we walked all the way to Sim Lim Square!!! She took the longer route!! When actually we could cut through Bugis Street!! HAi!!!

In the SLS ( Sim Lim Square) it was crowded!! I hate it!! But I like the part where whenever I took the escalator, at the end of the escalator, people will stretch their hands full with flyers to be distributed. I feel like a rockstar!!! hahahaha!!!! All I need was a pen to sign my autograph!! hahahahah Geddit!??!?!? LOl!!!

Then, we went home. We walked all the way to Arab street bus stop!! HAi!!! siao la my teacher!!!! Can die walk with her!!! But thank god I got my bus first. But the bus was crowded!!! Dammit!!!

So, That's about it!!! See You all!!!!

Waiting and Wondering and Hoping To Not Rain!!!

2006-04-08T13:05:00.000+08:00

I am waiting for my teacher to call me up and then we will meet up at Bugis to go to Sim Lim Square. She wants to check something regarding her computer. I myself is not a computer savy, so anything you want to ask me about computer- DON'T!!!!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!! HAHAHAH!!

I just received a call from my teacher. She is now at RJC carnival thingy. I couldn't come along because I had to follow my mom to NTUC. Right, she said that it is pouring at Bishan!! hahaha!!! Darn! -Looking out at the window- I hope that it doesn't rain here. I don't want to get wet and sticky all over. Oh God, please don't rain at the East side. Please.

Well, I only have less than 48 hours before I start work at Keypoint. - My attachment- I hope that it' s fun, although I am only entitled to do only Admin Work. Plus, I heard from my mum that Admin Work can be very boring. Oh dear, how will I cope with the boredem. I seriously need something to occupy my time there. I need something to read. (Yes, I am getting back the hang of reading) My fingers are itching for a book. Hmmm....I can't borrow any books yet because I have outstanding fines that I have not paid and I have been keeping mum about it. I do not wish to tell my mom about it as she will get mad if she ever find out. F.Y.I, my fines have accumulated to $7.45!!! Grrrrr...hehehehe... Don't tell anyone k!!

As I am writing this, my stomach is kind of grumbling for food. Yes, I have not eaten yet. Hmm....What shall I have for Lunch? I want something filling and juicy. hahahah!!! Juicy!! Like a Cheeseburger or something like that. Nah, maybe Chicken Rice would be nice. But I am going out later. Hopefully that my teacher also has not eaten yet and then maybe, if God's will, I can get free lunch!! Wooohoo!!! I know, I am not shy when it comes to food!! Hahaha!!! Can't blame me. Hahaha!! I love food!!! That explains everything to the size of my body. Hhahahaha!!!

Well, the reason to why I am not working hard to lose all the weight is because I don't bother!!! Hahahah!!! Kidding!! C'mon, it has been my dream to lose weight, but the thing is, I have not find the right time to set aside to burn all the calories. hahaha.. serious. I am that busy. Ok, when the time is right, then I will start. I promise. This is my promise to all of you in the Internet. Or plainly, to whoever is reading this. hahahaha...

So, till, then, wish me luck for my attachment and in finding the right timing to exercise. I know you all will be laughing your ass off when I say to find the right time to exercise. Never mind, I don't care now. All I know is that I am able to lose all the weight and be a better person, I shall celebrate my triumph while you people just go ahead and laugh at me OK? ahahhaha.... Good Bye!!

Hate When Things Don't Go The Way I Want It.

2006-04-06T20:56:00.000+08:00

It's just irritating when you get nasty remarks on your hard work. Especially when money has been involved - you spent all the budget on something. Then what do you get out of it? Nasty remarks. I do not wish to mention names here, but it is just unfair for them to make those comments on us (me & trish). We willingly volunteered to do up something. But when comes to the time, from 2 people doing it, a total of 4 peopl who were involved!! Imagined that!! Double the ideas, double the job and double the trouble. Yup. Double the trouble. I hate it so much. Right now, me and trish have come to a conclusion to not to................(I shall not post it here for good of everyone.)

I know, to whoever are my faithfull readers, you must be thinking that the above scenario seemed to obvious. You think you know who I am referring to. Well, so what? So what if you know who I am referring about and so what if the person(s) knows that I am writing about them. So what?! I don't give a bloody damn about them. This is my blog, where I vent my anger and frustration here. At least it is let out and let it disappear amongst the world wide web. As long as it is not in me as I do not wish to bottle up like what I used to do in the past. I am being nasty I know, but what do you expect me to do when me n my friend are being treated like sorry to say - Shit. HUh? what do you want me to do? keep quiet and put on a smile and let it be? Hell no!! It will not happen. Look, I do not wish to brood this too much. All I am asking is that people, please respect on other people's hard work. Try to be more construtive on you comments and please provide us you 'wonderful' idea to mend out mistakes.

I am so not in the mood to entertain anymore of this utter rubbish!

I am back!! Woohhoo!!!

2006-03-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

First of all, let me apologise regarding my previous entry. It's green in colour. HAhah...So sorry Trish. HAhahaha...It won't happen again. I promise.

Ok. As of today, I shall declare that Exams are over!!!!! WOoohooo!!! NO more Public Relations, Event Management and Business Communication!!! Don't give a damn abt it anymore!!! I am in deed the most happies person on earth right now. Don't know about You all tho.

What's more interesting is that my brother just bought a wireless keyboard and mouse!! isn't that cool?!! hahaha...but this keyboard cost him a good $79!! WOW!! Thank god I don't have to fork out a single cent! hahah...

Alright, back to serious stuff. I am now kind of pist with Singaporean drivers.Look, they are the worst drivers ever! Not that I am saying that I am the Driving Guru. I have no driving license at all. However, I have to say this. I take the public transport everyday. Buses to be exact. Ok, whenever the bus picks up passengers at the bus stops, they have to go into the bus stop lane. Then, they have to drive out back to main road to join the traffic. Of course the bus drivers will have to signal and eventually other drivers will give way to them to let them enter the bus lane. But NO!!! Those drivers did not give a damn to the buses! In fact, they horned at them for trying to enter the road!! Like hello!!! It's the damn bloddy Bus Lane that you are driving!! It is meant for Buses only!! In case you forgot!! Assholes!!!! I can't take it la, so much for putting signs at the back of the buses that says, " Please give Way to Buses" I think these are the typical Drivers who thinks that they are always have to rush and that they think that its their Father's Road!!! Please la, as long as you are still paying Road Tax and ERP, its not your Father's Road OK!!! Please la.... be mindful to others la... I am so pist. I am not saying that all drivers are reckless, it's just those minority who thinks that they are the only ones rushing for time while other drivers are taking their own sweet time to drive. Please la, take away that mindset of yours and come back to earth where mankind exists.

There. That's about it la... so, see you!!!!

Time is Crucial Now...

2006-03-24T19:06:00.000+08:00

So much things have happened in my life that I don't even have the heart to let it all out. Some were good while others were bad. In short, I do not wish to let them out. That's why I have not been updating. Sorry. Another reason being, exams are coming and I am sparing one hr to blog. Aft tis, I'm bak 2 studyin'.
My 1st papar will be BZC. I am quite worried as my command of Eng is not tat fantastic. 2nd paper is EVM, it's the paper tat I dread. I hav not touch the bk yet!! I am so obsessed wit my othr 2 subjs. PR is the killer!! I am so scared!!! Help!!
There was this incident that happened in my class a few days ago. One of my frend shouted at me & my grp of frens. Reason being, we were noisy. Well, to tell U the truth, we were just gigglin' at the back of the class. Then, we were thrown a few vulgarities at us. That is so unfair! I have nothing else to say, but this:
[Msg to U: What U did was unnecessary. We know we made noise, but can't U jus as a classmate tell us gently without screamin' at us and spit vulgarities at us for giggling?!!! I think, if U were to tell us nicely, we would not dislike U. But, for now, U hav left a mark in me tat will affect our frendship. What U did was not nice. Hope U understand]

There... got it out. Hai.. what's becoming of my class now? I can't stand it la.. sometimes, I love my class, but times, I realli like to scream at them. hahaha... my class is irritatin!!!! NO offence la...maybe I am stressed wit my studies and that I am not tolerent enuff.

Well, to all my classmates, good luck for the exams. Break a leg! NOt literally!!! hahahaha

Clueless.

2006-03-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

This week has been rather confusing for me a bit.
Especially in remembering the dates. I can't seem to remember which day and date it was.
I might be thinking of Tuesday's date for Wednesday's. Yeah. That bad.
It never happened before. My brain is not funtioning well. Don't know why. -smiles-
Maybe I am thinking of a lot of stuffs. Stuff like people, work, life and so much more. Hmmm... right.

Also, exams are nearing and I have not started studying yet! Argh!!! this is so not good at all. I have never been so worried about my exams before. Even my O Levels I am so not worried! o.0 weird huh? hai.. But look on the bright side, I finally finished ALL the projects!!! Everything!!! DONE!! Nothing to worry about. hahahah... I can't wait for school holidays!! BUt I have an attachment at this company at Beach Road. Cool, but nervous because this is my 1st time working!!! -shivers- HOW? HOw HOw!!!!!

Will be going out later. So happy. -smiles- Can't wait! Going out on such a beautiful day!! WOW!!! I am so eager. But I know on monday I have a mock exam!! I have not started studying yet!! HOw!!!! Nvm.. enjoy first!!! hahahaha

Got Back!! Phew!

2006-03-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

Finally, I got my Internet connection back - after much deliberation my bro did to this computer. I am so happy to have internet back. To update on my life, I will try my best k?

Right now, I have 2 wounds - almost healing. I got it on the 6th of March. hahah... right after the camp. I got it. I fell down onto 2 steps of stairs. I practically went diving down the stairs. It was the staris near the MacD interchange. My brian told me there were steps. But my legs didn't responded. At the same time, I was thinking of someone. hahah...won't tell who. But most of it also because it was early in the morning. I was not realli awake yet because I was still tired of the camp. So yeah, it hurts a lot!! But now, it's healing and it's starting to itch. Ouch!

Speaking of camp. The camp that I was half dead over for was OK. I had fun. NOt. hahah.. because I didn't bath!! ARGh!!! We delayed a whole loads of time!!! NVM.. I don't care... hahahah Overall, it was a lesson learnt. Then, yesterday, I had a meeting with Mrs Low. She gave out a list of who made it to the EXCO. I was in for Student's Welfare Manager. I am schocked though. hahah.. but I am glad to what I have. In short, I am a BL's NO 1 Kepo!!! ahhhaha... Geddit!! hahaha..

Well, that's all for now....

Yet Another Entry In the Lab

2006-03-10T14:20:00.000+08:00

Yes, another entry in the computer lab. In the same lesson. EVM.
How thrilling it is. haha... This time, we have all the support from Mrs Lee.
People are blogging (Including me), some are listening to music and some just doze off..

There is one thing common in my class. That is, everyone seem to be engrossed in this website, youtube.com Everyone loves it!! They seem to be watching every music videos in it! Yea, at least we are united in something!! hahhaah!!!!

And Trish just pulled me to her unit just to show me a video of a wedding ceremony dance where everyone is doing the Chicken Dance!!! There are these 2 girls are so cute!!! LOL!!!
See? How life is in ISF? FUN!!! ahahah!!! But we know that exams are just 2 weeks away.

I know why we are not studying, it's because
(A) We don't give a damn
(B) The subjects are too BORING and Lengthy
(C) Never ending projects!!
(D) Always the last class to go home. (Now, ISF is the ONLY class in school. The rest of the school has gone home!!! How bad can this be right?)

Yeah, so don't blame us for not being good students. This is what you get when we students don not get the right treatment. ahahaha...kidding!!! I made that up!! hahaha

Internet Breakdown

2006-03-09T12:37:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I would like to apologise for not blogging for so long.
The reason because I was busy for my Camp and too tired for blogging.
Plus, my house Internet Connection is down due to my brother installing some new stuffs.
So, Internet is a NO NO for me right now. hhaha.. Hope U all understand.

Actually I am blogging in school right now. During EVM to be exact. hahah.. the whole lab sounds like a market. Boys talking about Soccer, chinese girls are doing their own stuffs.
Nurul, next to me, playing Jujur by Radja and singing passionaely. hahah.. while the Malay girls, watching the latest music videos by PCD and Chris Brown. hai.. so much things happen in this lab and the funny thing is that the teacher is in the CLASS!!! Imagine that!!! How Ironic!!

Right now, my Malay Newspaper is being pass as a baton marathon through Malay girls. They want to read about the Nonoi's tragedy. I feel so sad for her. I hope she's now safe in GOD's hand. Goodbye Nonoi.

As I scan through the lab, I saw Sam talking to Mrs Lee. Her face is so serious. She realli fit to be a Secretary. No offence la.. but she is VERY ORGANISE!! That' s one thing that I realli cannot do and I am realli looking up to her for her neatness. hahahh... Thumbs Up Sam!! While Shi Ting is having fun swivelling the computer chair back and forth behind me. hahah. Well Shi Ting, hope you have fun!!!

Well, that's about it!! Hope you have fun!!!!

What is Help?

2006-02-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

Have you ever asked for help from other people?
Of course you have.
Like for instance, asking your friend to inform the teacher that you are sick.
Or you helping your friend when she's busy.
Perhaps just asking he/she to buy you something.

Help. You share the workload with the other person.
Help them out of free will and with no intention of a reward.
That's what help mean to me. Don't know about you people.

Anyway, I am most dislike and disgust is when people say this:
"I rather do this task my own." That just turns me off.
I mean, if someone is having a lot of tasks to do when they can actually get help from their friends, why don't they just say so?

You want help, ask. Don't think that you can handle it on your own. That's utter bullshit.
Look, if a certain task is divided among a few people, the result:

The task is done faster.
Shed a few loads of your shoulder.
Less things to worry about.
Can get on with Life more peacefully.

Yeah. So asking for help is not that dangerous. All you need is ask properly, explain the instruction correctly and trust the person whom you aske for help.

These excuses really turns me off:

I can do this on my own.
I don't think I need help.
I don't like to bother other people.
I rather do this on my own.

For those who have been asked for help, do it properly. Don't expect a reward from it.
Your status will not drop if you help even the slightest thing. You will not be humiliated.
In fact, you will be remembered for the help you have given. You will be trusted. People will like your honesty.

But as for me, throughout my whole life, I have help people who are closest to me and to strangers. I felt good helping people. However, asm I grew older, my help has been treated lightly. Not even a thank you or a smile back. That's basic courtesy. Don't tell me people this generation have forgotten how to be polite? GOD! what is happening to this world. hai..
Ponder about this.

This is not directed to anyone. But if you feel the sting, well, all I can say is, Take it with a pinch of salt and change for the better.

What to Blog? I forgot! Shit!

2006-02-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

I just forgot what to blog.
A few seconds ago, I had it in my head.
But now, it's gone. All gone. Dammit. Nvm.

Life now for me is hectic and painful.
Painful in a way that it's too hectic.
Geddit? Hahah.. I know, lame..
But seriously, it's painful because its the amount of workload need to juggle.
The deadlines are so close.

But thank God that I am done with my BZC CA.
If not, I will have no time for bloggin.
I will just stick myself to the comp screen and finish up my work.

However, as I am writing this, my eyes are so heavy.
All it need is to close and sleep!!
I need sleep!!! Loads of it!!!! hahaha
But I have tonnes of work to get done.
So, this is it for now.

I can kiss Idol Goodbye.

2006-02-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be the auditions for Singapore Idol at HDB Hub.
I saw the barriers long the stretch of HDB Hub. I wish I could join..
But too late.. hai.. Never mind.. wait for next few years maybe. hahah..

Singing is my passion. I like singing. I can't stop singing. hahah..
I don't know how it got me started. But it has been in me for so long.
When I sing, I feel so good. I don't know why. I dare not say that singing is my talent.
Because, I know there are other people who sing way better than me. That's for sure.

Every morning, the first thing that come up to my mind is singing.
Really. NO kidding. All I want to do is sing and sing.
I wish that one day I would be in Singapore Idol.
hahah.. I know, wishing is just the starting point. But actually doing it, is a big step.
hahaha.. I know, lame.. hahaha...

Shows On TV. Boring.

2006-02-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I realised that the programmes shown on TV are so darn boring!!
It's true! Why? Because, it's been ages since I can get a decent 1 hour of TV show. Even if I get to watch, the shows are death defying boring! Is either the dramas are repeated for the millionth time, or the draggy reality shows that are getting lamer and lamer. I don't know. It's just killing me.

I rather watch Arts Central than Ch 5. No offence to all Ch5 addicts. haha. No intentions directed at you all. OR maybe, recently, I am loaded with tonnes and tonnes of work which their deadlines are so close! That's why, you won't see me on MSN that often. hehe..

So far, the only fun show to watch is American Idol, Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy. These are my favourites!! I have to watch them to make my day and week. Haha.. American being a reality show, I still like to watch because singing is my oxygen! hhaah...Exagerrating I know.. But it's true. You can never find me not singin for one day! Unless I have a bad throat of course. hahah.. If ever my singing is so ghastly, I apologise.

Desperate Housewives is a show that I luurrvveeee to watch because Bree Van De Kamp (Marcis Cross) is in it! She is the one with orange hair and she is the erfect wife!! yeah. I am so amazed to her for being so compose all the time. Also, I like to see the houses in the show. It's so colourful and cheerful and also spacious. Maybe it's just a set, but hey, I am a very optimistic person. Can't blame me on that.

Grey's Anatomy is one show that I like because it involves a lot of drama and humour that needs deeper thinking. I like the way, when the hospital is so busy and yet, the inturns stil have time to have affairs! hahah... Also, it has good lessons to be learnt from it. Some of it are, Kindness, Patience when dealing with difficult people and how to deal with a Nazi Boss!! hahaha... It's good yet thrilling!

Go watch these shows. It's cool and feisty. hahaha.. Kidding....

A tragic dream..But sweet.

2006-02-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

I am blogginh in school now..
Reason being, lesson now is very boring.. Like duh..
Anyway, I had nothing to do, so decide to blog.

I had a dream this morning before goinjg to school.
The dream was about this person that I used to like.
haha..To Trish, I think U know who. Hahah..
It started when I was going to NYP to present my project.
Then, when I was at NYP, he called me.
He asked me to meet him at the auditorium. Reason being, it's been a long time since he saw me.
I was desperately wanted to see him at once.
But I have to present my project immediately.
I asked him to meet later after my presentation.
But he was pleading me. He was so sweet with his words.
I felt so bad for not being able to meet him.

I wanted to cry!! ARGH!!! Then, when I said that I really cannot meet him,
He went silent over the phone. I tried comforting him, but he still kept quiet.
I felt very very bad!!! ARGH!!!

Then
<
<
<
<
<
<
<
<
<
<
<
<

I was woken up by my mum's voice!!
"Rina!!! U better wake UP!! No need to go school is it???!!!"
ARGH!!!!!!! Damn!!! I can't continue the dream!!!
How sad!!!!
It's the first time I dreamt of him!! In fact, it's been a long time since I've heard from him.
I miss him. So much. But he doesn't know that.
Hai....Life is so sad...especially when we are far apart...

Typical Human Behaviour.

2006-02-14T19:40:00.000+08:00

One week passed, yet there's no entry. Sorry for that. Hahah
Nevermind about my life for awhile. Let's ponder into everyday situation.
Yes. I will be talking about the finest God's creation. Yup.
Human Beings and their indescribable behaviour.

Before that, have you ever wonder why some of the minority of the population (esp S'poreans)
have very weird and irritating personality? Let me give you one example. It happened to me.
Ok. Last weekend, I was in the bus on my way to TPY. When I was at Macpherson estate, there was this passenger who sat behind me. Then, as the bus approaced Mount Vernon, he scared the living daylight of me by coughing! His coughed was piercing to my eardrums. Fine. Maybe it was just an accident. But no... he coughed and coughed and coughed and coughed and coughed and scared me and irritated me so bad that I wanted to turn to him and shout to him. There. That's how irritating her was! He coughed as if his phlegm was made of clay! and also, he was coughing as though he wanted to spit out his tonsils!! Dam!!! I was badly interrupted by him! Even when I was listening to my discman. UGH!! Throughout the entire journey I was piping with rage!!!

Look, it's not that I am a clean freak or anything. It's just that can't he just cough at a lower tone? Or maybe cover his mouth with his handkerchief of tissue? He just cover with his hands. Gross. Then, the cough was so irritating that it's only a short cough, that kind whereby he was just merely clearing his throat cough. It's not even categorised as a cough. HAI!!! I think that's the most rudest thing to do. To irritate other people with an irritation in the throat. Ugh!

Next incident whereby, I was on the escalator going down. It was quite early in the morning and the atmosphere was still serene and peaceful. But then came the loud clacking of heels behind me. It turned out to be women wearing those heeled slippers. She was going down the escalator steps!! It was so damn loud!! The sound that they make, puts an impression on me where a big fat hippo is comming down the stairs with heels. Yeah. But when actually it was a tiny hourglass figure woman.

Look, I was in Angklung in my secondary school years. I ever performed at the Esplanade and it requires silent movement from the performers. SO, I was wearing the sandals and was walkin and climbing up and down on marbled flooring. The whole group of 60 over people (mostly girls) were able to walk without any sound. NOt the usual Loud Clacking sound. How did we do that? Easy. Control it!! Don't relax your legs!! C'mon la, if I, an overly-sized girl, can walk without any sound, I don't think the normal sized people can't!! Plus! When on that occasion, I had a bad bruise on my knees!! And I didn't complaint! I managed to keep my heels quiet.

So, what's the moral of the story? Especially to S'poreans. It means, we have to control and be aware of the sounds that we make in public! Sometimes, it can be irritating and might pist people out! People have to start to have more understanding when in public! Only then, everyone will have a wonderful journey ahead of them. This is very typical Human Behaviour!! What can we do to change it?